Lyrics - Taylor Swift - Forever And Always

Once upon a time
I believe it was a Tuesday
When I caught your eye
We caught onto something
I hold onto the night
You looked me in the eye
And told me you loved me

Were you just kidding?

Cause it seems to me
This thing is breaking down
We almost never speak
I don't feel welcome anymore
Baby what happened
Please tell me cause one second it was perfect
Now you're halfway out the door

And I stare, at the phone
He still, hasn't called
And then you feel so low you can't feel, nothing at all
And you flashback to when he said
Forever and always

Oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
Cause I was there when you said
Forever and always

Was I out of line? Did I say something way to honest?
Made you run and hide like a scared little boy?
I looked into your eyes, thought I knew you for a minute
Now I'm not so sure

So heres to everything
Coming down to nothing
Heres to silence
That cuts me to the core
Where is this going?
Thought I knew for a minute but I don't anymore

And I stare, at the phone
He still, hasn't called
And then you feel so low you can't feel, nothing at all
And you flashback to when he said
Forever and always

Oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
Cause I was there when you said
Forever and always

Didn't mean it baby?
I don't think so

Ohhhhh

Back up, baby back up
Did you forget everything?
Back up, baby back up
Did you forget everything?

Cause it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
Cause I was there when you said
Forever and always

Oh, I stare, at the phone
He still, hasn't called
And then you feel so low you can't feel, nothing at all
And you flashback to when we said
Forever and always

And it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
Cause I was there when you said
Forever and always

You didn't mean it baby
You said forever and always
Yeah

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If there's a single word to describe my feelings
It would be hurt

Maybe I should not be so stubborn
Maybe I should be understanding

With the headache at the back of my head
The stuck nostrils, the sore throat

I think
I think about the possibilities

I remember the smiles, the happiness
But you use the words 'dislike' and 'cannot rely on'

When I look back, I can only remember
Smiles, Laughter, Joy

Apparently the whole time I was disliked
Hurt is a lousy word to describe how I feel

The times when I felt sad
The times in captivity when I couldn't move

It got multiplied by the words that I read or didn't read
The pain I that I endure and keep

Maybe I was selfish, the whole time it was just me
Maybe I was optimistic, sadness just I don't wanna see

The things that I want are wrong, are uncalled for, are rude, are foul, are immoral, even disliked
I'm wrong...

I give ourselves a chance again as well
I thought I was about to give up

I thought during a previous occurrence of this
That I wouldn't last another. That I would give up.

I tried again. To ask for a chance.
It wasn't my hurt, wasn't my pain and it wasn't my sadness but the memories of joy

The memories which linger always
Especially in times when I'm in camp

The smiles and the laughter
The hugs and the pecks

I see now that I have been mistaken
Many of the smiles were probably of sadness

The hugs and pecks full of pain
The laughter was probably crying

I was upset over the small stuff
I lacked the foresight to see the big

I nit-picked
You swooped

I thought it was great
I believed it was
Until I got disillusioned today

But even so
Today starts, until the end of the year

To prove that it is different
To prove that it's not what you think I am

Am I changing?
Partly.

Partly changing
The other part changing the perspective of you about me

I don't believe that I'm that bad
I don't believe that you don't see it

I believe that we make the best team
The two of us

Now if only you could see it too
Nevermind... I'll show it to you...

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Lessons I've Learnt In My Twenty-One Years of Life

Wrote this while I was in camp on my iPod.. =)

1. You will always have to strike a balance between your work-life/school-life and your private life.
2. Happiness or sadness caused by particular events, often fade after the events pass.
   
3. The feeling of anticipation of something good happening in the near future often makes you over-expect, possibly leading to disappointments.
   
4. Advice from the experienced is almost always neglected, but you will always understand the advice in the end, whether it is before or after the crucial moment.
   
5. Try not to overplan.
   
6. Do not expect anything out of anyone. Especially not from friends or lovers or family. Not even superiors or subordinates, as most expectations end up in disappointments.
   
7. When something bad may happen, don't think about it and just let it be (whether it happens or not), unless you can prevent it from happening. When something good may happen, don't think about it either, unless you can take measures to ensure that it happens. You'd be better off feeling surprised and happy, rather than disappointed.
   
8. Most people are pains in the arses to live with. Anyone who has had roommates or bunkmates before can tell you that. Whether it be sleeping habits, behaviours, characters, etc. The trick is not to let it get to you.
   
9. Never share a room with someone else unless with family, your lover or if you can't afford to have a room to yourself.
   
10. Buy a washing machine.
    
11. Train yourself to be happy with the smallest things and to be unhappy or angry only when the worst of things happen. Easier said than done.
    
12. Always use incentives to motivate yourself. Incentives have a negative effect when used on others (Gneezy and Rustichini (2000, JLS) Field Experiment - Write up of it here) but a great source of self-motivation when you use it on yourself.
    
13. Find a hobby that you love to do, make sure you can afford it. Even better if that hobby pays.
    
14. Don't adjust your watch to a time ahead of the real time (like five minutes ahead), it doesn't work all the time and you will always think to yourself that your watch is ahead, you still have time.
    
15. Take every advice or any articles you read (like this blog post) with huge pinches of salt. Nobody knows how to live a life, have a relationship, take care of children, take a perfect photo, or design the perfect user interface exactly. You choose the advices that you want to follow yourself.
    
16. Once you've made up your mind about something, don't waver and be indecisive. It's ok for mundane things like where to have lunch. But not ok for more important decisions.
    
17. Write. It allows you to focus and organize your thoughts and express it in ways that people understand.

8 Signs You've Been In NS For Too Long

1. Your favourite activity is "Booking Out".
2. You blog very carefully as you want to avoid spilling stuff that could get you in trouble.
3. You wake up everyday and the first thing you think of is 5BX.
4. "Extras" are bad things to you.
   
5. You hate to "sign" for things.
6. The first question you have when you meet other guys is, "What unit are you from?"
7. The second question you have is, "What is your ORD date?"
8. Your favourite letters in the alphabet are "O", "R" and "D".
   

Lyrics - Taylor Swift - Our Song

Our Song - Taylor Swift

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone in the front seat of his car
He's got a one-hand feel on the steering wheel
The other on my heart
I look around, turn the radio down
He says baby is something wrong?
I say nothing I was just thinking how we don't have a song
And he says...

[Chorus:]
Our song is the slamming screen doors,
Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window
When we're on the phone and you talk real slow
'cause it's late and your mama don't know
Our song is the way you laugh
The first date "man, I didn't kiss her, and I should have"
And when I got home ... before I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again

I was walking up the front porch steps after everything that day
Had gone all wrong and been trampled on
And lost and thrown away
Got to the hallway, well on my way to my lovin' bed
I almost didn't notice all the roses
And the note that said...

[Chorus]

I've heard every album, listened to the radio
Waited for something to come along
That was as good as our song...

Cause

[Chorus]

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone
In the front seat of his car
I grabbed a pen and an old napkin
And I wrote down our song

Blog Book

Made the whole blog into a book the other day.. will post a pic up here when I feel like it..