sigh saturday

just woke up... sigh... i feel like crap today... terrible and omg.. just screwed up...

sigh... why can't logic just give way to true feelings? why must people analyse these kinds of things using logic first, never considering the feelings that might be felt?

They say that time will tell... but time is but a scale, invented by humans and used to determine a length of time or period... life is a continuous flow... time will not change anything... if the intention is present, it will forever be, else it was never there in the first place...

if someone is loved, someone has been loved and also will be loved... but when that love ceases to exist or has cause to fade, it was never there or never meant to be in the first place...

when you look at ships sailing on the sea nearing the horizon, you will wonder about what you'll see if they reach the horizon of the sea.. What will happen is that they will disappear... They will go beyond the curve and the eye will not be able to see it anymore... ships are invented by humans...

Stars move away from each other in a constant velocity... What will happen when they reach the horizon of the universe? They do not disappear... they become stuck in their place as an image... staying there forever to remind others of their once temporary but important existence... if it was meant to exist it will forever exist, even if unmoving it is still existent...

the feelings are meant to stay....

you asked me if i'm treating you as a friend
you said that i wouldn't have done that if so
you said that you were not blowing your top
you said that you have already put up with it
you said that i know many people
you said that i easily forget
you said that i know not how much you love her
you said that you love her
you said that she's yours
you said that i should stay away from your her
sorry... the things you have said are either untrue or impossible...
i treat you as a friend but i'm sorry, my feelings overrule everything else of mine...
moving and deciding without rationalizing...
there may be logic later on, but right now the feelings are king...

how do you let go of someone whom you think about every hour
whose voice and face are so mesmerizing to the eye
whose character is one of such utter rarity
day by day the feeling grows, slowly and steadily like a tree
flowers will bloom one day, turning into fruits
when? i do not know, but surely they will come

hungry... gotta go for project soon... sigh...