SIGH...

Sigh... i dunno dunno dunno... what can i say... i'm hurt.. but why... i'm just hurt.. k i'm hurt.. u may think i'm stupid.. you may think, see what i told u? but i dunt know... k i'm just really really hurt... yea sure.. i know many girls.. i can forget anyone easily... fine... if u think so den the hell i will.. k i hate this... i don't want this to happen... why do i feel the way i feel... my eyes are swelling with tears... omg.. i cant do this.. my family members will see.. and they'll question... but what the hell... does anyone even understand me... sigh... yea of course.. how can i ever compare to someone who's been with u for 2 years... omg... omg... i pain i feel.... omg... oh, no, i'm not supposed to feel pain right? neither am i supposed to feel hurt.. why? cuz it's only for a few weeks? cuz i know alot of ppl and it fucking easy to know others? omg... who the devil gave him that idea... omg.. my feelings are so overwhelming now.. ok lor.. fine lor.. i dun know le lor.. what also can what also anything.. i'm not impt forget me.. it's all my fault.. i came inbetween.. kill me.. k i dont deserve to live... i miss u ever so much.. i knew i may get hurt but i pulled my courage up.. fine... i dunno... i still feel for u... omg... how can i ever forget u... sigh..........

am i really such a bastard on the outside? omg.. nobody trusts me.. everyone thinks i'm popular.. no i'm not... omg i'm such a loser.. i don't wanna be like this.. pls.. omg.... save me... GOD...