to change

"God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference."

Sigh sometimes I really hope that I can change the world, or maybe just a part of it... But we all know that it isn't possible... Oh well... I hope whatever's left of it is just as good...

I really like her... in fact, I think I love her... I just miss her so so much...

Two months est a long time... but oh well, least je get to au kanojo on mecredi.. better than not being able to see her... what if she forgets about me after all this while? what if when we meet after the o's she looks at me and says, "erm.. who are u?" How?

Comment je wish that elle will etre able to make up her mind... je really wish to be avec elle...

Omg.. recently, I sound like some love-sick person... how do I explain? She's just that important to be even though we have known each other for such a short amount of time... sigh... i have always not done things properly.. this time is my one and only chance to do so..

Sigh.. i keep trying and trying to explain a feeling. How is that possible? How can we put feelings into mere words. How I wish there was a language just made to describe feelings. How wonderful the vocab will be with words describing love, passion, romance in much greater detail than any language can possibly achieve. What a beautiful language it will be...

Ah... k la.. I better be going now... sigh.. it's monday again.. boring!!