today discovered my paternal grandma died.. not de one who lives with me... ok lor... gotta have to go for de funeral on tues and weds.. sigh...
i wasn't really close to her so i guess i'm not that sad... k lor anything one...
lidat lor.. lazy to write le
Sunday, October 31, 2004
Saturday, October 30, 2004
Zou D Fan Shao
haha today the exam paper so sian.... i wrote about 8 pages ba....
haha left at 7.45pm from the paper. so sian.. den met up with jasleen go movie.. haha.. reached cine quite fast wor.. den wenquan and kahlun call to di siao us liao... hahaha funny ar? :P...
den bumped into jasleen's fren.. haha wa wear until v jap sia.. nt bad...
den ar.. haha watched DOLLMASTER... wa... scary... haha den SOMEONE hor... keep jumping sia.. hahahhaha... scared until hop up... wawa... somemore still say I will scream wor.. haha :P:P:P... (later she sure punch me le.. hehe)
hehe k la... lidat lor lazy type le
haha left at 7.45pm from the paper. so sian.. den met up with jasleen go movie.. haha.. reached cine quite fast wor.. den wenquan and kahlun call to di siao us liao... hahaha funny ar? :P...
den bumped into jasleen's fren.. haha wa wear until v jap sia.. nt bad...
den ar.. haha watched DOLLMASTER... wa... scary... haha den SOMEONE hor... keep jumping sia.. hahahhaha... scared until hop up... wawa... somemore still say I will scream wor.. haha :P:P:P... (later she sure punch me le.. hehe)
hehe k la... lidat lor lazy type le
Friday, October 29, 2004
wo men zai tian an men.... 我们在天安门。。。
ahhh Best of Asia 2004!! worth to buy sia!! Jamaster A's remixes are so good!
Some of the songs include Ai Ni (Cyndi), Zou D Fan Shao (早D分手) (originally by Candy Lu, Hou Sam Fan Shao), Bells are TianAnMen and many more... go get !! ^_^...
Argh... morning of friday... sian ar.. there's gonna be an exam later at 6.... not looking forward to it :P... but looking forward to de movie after that.. haha.. it's gonna be a horror again!! ^_^!!!
studied abit of tbcm just now.. just dont really feel like memorizing.. cuz it's like the exam is only 30% of the total marks, de letter writing will at least be 15% already... So what I'm studying for is just so small..... anyway it wont be possible for me to get an A or AD already for tb so I dun care..... :P.........
CRs also i dunno la.. if can get A i happy le...
de rest of the subs i hope I get distinction for them all... including maths, french, visual basic, database management systems, unix and windows operating systems...
Some of the songs include Ai Ni (Cyndi), Zou D Fan Shao (早D分手) (originally by Candy Lu, Hou Sam Fan Shao), Bells are TianAnMen and many more... go get !! ^_^...
Argh... morning of friday... sian ar.. there's gonna be an exam later at 6.... not looking forward to it :P... but looking forward to de movie after that.. haha.. it's gonna be a horror again!! ^_^!!!
studied abit of tbcm just now.. just dont really feel like memorizing.. cuz it's like the exam is only 30% of the total marks, de letter writing will at least be 15% already... So what I'm studying for is just so small..... anyway it wont be possible for me to get an A or AD already for tb so I dun care..... :P.........
CRs also i dunno la.. if can get A i happy le...
de rest of the subs i hope I get distinction for them all... including maths, french, visual basic, database management systems, unix and windows operating systems...
Thursday, October 28, 2004
Wednesday, October 27, 2004
yawnzz.... 5.30...
wadsup sia... today is such a lousy day.... after maths (which was ok la...) i'm here waiting for piano.. havent done a single thing for piano sia....... nv do theory, haha but i think dun have... practical is ok ba... maybe i'll really go down to the esplanade one of these days to borrow some scoresheets or wad lor... haha eh eh.. who wanna accompany me to de esplanade ar? comeon man.. lai la lai la... :P....
sian one sia... den tml gt dbms exam.. heck care la.... kkk brb la
sian one sia... den tml gt dbms exam.. heck care la.... kkk brb la
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
OMG. tomorrow is maths EXAM...
omg... Suddenly, there stress is here... Tomorrow's the maths exam.. oh my god.... i feel so vulnerable...
i better start to study.. maybe now... nono.. maybe in 5 mins time... no.. i have to start now... goodness... argh... dunno la........
Rem guys, it's tml at 9am!! rem to bring your sheet of paper in case u forget your seat number...!!
i better start to study.. maybe now... nono.. maybe in 5 mins time... no.. i have to start now... goodness... argh... dunno la........
Rem guys, it's tml at 9am!! rem to bring your sheet of paper in case u forget your seat number...!!
Monday, October 25, 2004
i heart you
wa sian ar... it's 11.55... nobody's alive and online... sian one leh... sigh never really studied much today... i know i can pass, but i really wanna aim higher... there's so supp paper this time... sigh...
i slept so long just now... wad a big waste of time... i should have stayed awake and then sleep earlier.. at least tomorrow will be a better day.. i hope...
sigh maths is on weds.. i'm kinda scared... plus db and tb on thurs and fri.. i better start revising my tb... but i think tb has to be forced memorized and i'll probably do that one thurs... right now it's to score in maths and db...
yupyup... rose-lover dun so sad le ok??? things come and go... if nothing goes nothing new can come, so treat it as a step forward ya? ^_^...
i slept so long just now... wad a big waste of time... i should have stayed awake and then sleep earlier.. at least tomorrow will be a better day.. i hope...
sigh maths is on weds.. i'm kinda scared... plus db and tb on thurs and fri.. i better start revising my tb... but i think tb has to be forced memorized and i'll probably do that one thurs... right now it's to score in maths and db...
yupyup... rose-lover dun so sad le ok??? things come and go... if nothing goes nothing new can come, so treat it as a step forward ya? ^_^...
reality bites
Many times we look at the sky and ask, "Why? Why must my life be like this? Why must I be only able to score 30 upon 100 for this test? Why am I only able to draw this well? Why can't I be able to spend $50 on a shirt I like, anytime I want? Why can't I play music as well as that guy over there? Why am I growing fatter? Why am I not having as perfect a complexion as ever?"
Then we should think again. We are actually in fact very lucky. There are people in this world, who wake up thinking, "Where's my next meal? Is the AIDS that I'm born with ever going to leave me? Will I grow to the age of 20? Will I find a job? If I don't have a job, what will my children eat? Will my children starve to death by today? When is this cancer in me going to kill me? Why do I only have one leg? What can I do now that my arms were blown up when I was playing near a minefield?"
The next time we think that we're unfortunate because of something, maybe we should think again. Then, we'll realize that we're already much more fortunate than others... Knowing so, we'll be happier. Live each day happy ba ^^...
I wish that everyone who reads this blog will be happy in their everyday lives... and that nothing will destroy this happiness ^^... k ba.. tata
Then we should think again. We are actually in fact very lucky. There are people in this world, who wake up thinking, "Where's my next meal? Is the AIDS that I'm born with ever going to leave me? Will I grow to the age of 20? Will I find a job? If I don't have a job, what will my children eat? Will my children starve to death by today? When is this cancer in me going to kill me? Why do I only have one leg? What can I do now that my arms were blown up when I was playing near a minefield?"
The next time we think that we're unfortunate because of something, maybe we should think again. Then, we'll realize that we're already much more fortunate than others... Knowing so, we'll be happier. Live each day happy ba ^^...
I wish that everyone who reads this blog will be happy in their everyday lives... and that nothing will destroy this happiness ^^... k ba.. tata
stupid, but it made you smile ^^
ferina came over today just now.. arnd 9+ den we studied abit and chatted alot.. haha.. den we went to sch at 1 to meet jr and his gf.. ok la.. was quite fun.. den we studied at ict lib.. ha.. den jasleen also there.. ha.. saw eric and alex also.. they studying java sia... den we study till arnd 3.30 to 4 den sian le... left the lib haha saw cindy, shirley, dorothy, wenhong, vicky.. they just finish eating wor.. den we all left tgt.. den we were like aiyah screw it scan one card den all go la.. den the librarian was like "ALL OF U BETTER SCAN ALL OF YOUR CARDS!" Aiyah who cares? u wanna track how many times i go library ar? :P haha my fren jiarui scan den i just walk out.. wa... come book me leh.. i'm so scared.... :P.... den ferina gtg, she left first, jiarui and gf go eat at fc 4.. den i walked 05 they all to the main lib, haha budden halfway den i go le.. so sian mar :P... all the best for ur java wor 05!! :D... ya lor den back home le my bro bring frens home sia.. so noisy... -_-.... haha ya lor now leave le.. having a peace of mind now ^^
bad weather - moody..
feeling moody.. so i'll just let my thoughts flow and see what kind of a story i can conjure up...
the sky is dark... dark clouds have been forming since god-knows-when... lightning strikes the ground while thunder shakes the ground with it's awesome strength... rain falls like water from a shower head...
the people of the city rush home after work... housewives bring their laundry in from the outside... umbrellas are moving all across the city... into the trains, people squeeze... into the buses, they rush... cars bottleneck at almost every point... the road is slippery, just like a foamed pavement...
a cat comes out of nowhere.... it is hungry... it needs food... it jumps onto the nearest garbage can and digs into it for anything it can find... nothing... it walks around the bin and onto the streets... the cat sees a rat... it then chases it with all its strength... HORRRRRNNNNNNNN.... goes off the horn of a truck speeding by.... it smashes straight onto the cat which then lay on the ground motionless...
a man has just finished his work... he walks with a bit of a drag to his truck... he is tired but he needs to get home in time for dinner... inserting his key into the ignition, he gives it a slight twist... the engine came to life... smashing the accelerator, the truck revs up and flies down the road.... there are jams everywhere... terrible, intolerable jams... the man is fed-up.... he has no choice but to wait patiently... oh.. finally the cars are moving.. the man hits the accelerator once again... then.. something rushes onto the front of his car... instinctively he horns, but it is too late, the cat has been squashed to oblivion...
a child cries at home... rushing to the child, the mother prepares a bottle of milk... comforting the child and feeding it at the same time, the mother waits for her husband to return... "it's way past dinner time... why isn't he back..." the doorbell rings... the mother rushes towards the door, opening it in one swift action... hey, it's not the father, it's another man...
"oh george... how many years has it been..." the mother says while leading the man into the house... she was tired... thanks to the constant wailing from the baby throughout the whole day... thanks to her husband... who didn't even bother to call... the mother smiles while leading the man into her room... the room of her and her husband....
the engine halts... a twist on the key the man was out of the truck... he's tired... totally emotionless... "i just want to go back and have a good dinner before resting..." he needs the rest, he knows... he has been working hard to provide for his family... walking into the lift, he hits the button with a number fifteen on it... the vision outside the small windows of this metallic box in which he is standing in is scrolling as the lift ascends... ding... it's the fifteenth floor...
he reaches for the keys in his pocket and takes them out... "hey... there's a pair of shoes that I have never seen before..." he opens the door... the door of his room is closed... "weird.." he walks over and opens the room door... "what the hell...."
it has been an enjoyable time... then there came a sound of the main door opening... "oh my god..." the mother picks up her clothes and starts to wear them... the door slams open.... "what the hell..." the door slams close for awhile.. then slams open once again...
the father is shocked at what he's seeing... he slams the door close and runs to the kitchen to pick up a knife... running back, he slams open the door... he runs into the room... he stabs the man right in the heart... he then pulls it out... blood starts to splurt out like as if the heart was a fountain... "NOOOOO... what the hell are you doing??????" the father turns around and faces the mother...
"NOOOOOO.. what the hell are you doing???????" the mother feels fear... fear rushes into her like a million demons... she backs away from the approaching husband.. she ends up next to the wall... there came a bright reflective light from the knife... then darkness was everywhere...
the father sees what he had just done... he is terrified... "what have i just done...." he is totally shocked.. he runs out of the room... he holds the baby and runs to the kitchen where he jumps off......... there comes this falling sensation... it is like what he felt when he went on a roller-coaster... but this one is better... then came the crash.
the sky is dark... dark clouds have been forming since god-knows-when... lightning strikes the ground while thunder shakes the ground with it's awesome strength... rain falls like water from a shower head...
the people of the city rush home after work... housewives bring their laundry in from the outside... umbrellas are moving all across the city... into the trains, people squeeze... into the buses, they rush... cars bottleneck at almost every point... the road is slippery, just like a foamed pavement...
a cat comes out of nowhere.... it is hungry... it needs food... it jumps onto the nearest garbage can and digs into it for anything it can find... nothing... it walks around the bin and onto the streets... the cat sees a rat... it then chases it with all its strength... HORRRRRNNNNNNNN.... goes off the horn of a truck speeding by.... it smashes straight onto the cat which then lay on the ground motionless...
a man has just finished his work... he walks with a bit of a drag to his truck... he is tired but he needs to get home in time for dinner... inserting his key into the ignition, he gives it a slight twist... the engine came to life... smashing the accelerator, the truck revs up and flies down the road.... there are jams everywhere... terrible, intolerable jams... the man is fed-up.... he has no choice but to wait patiently... oh.. finally the cars are moving.. the man hits the accelerator once again... then.. something rushes onto the front of his car... instinctively he horns, but it is too late, the cat has been squashed to oblivion...
a child cries at home... rushing to the child, the mother prepares a bottle of milk... comforting the child and feeding it at the same time, the mother waits for her husband to return... "it's way past dinner time... why isn't he back..." the doorbell rings... the mother rushes towards the door, opening it in one swift action... hey, it's not the father, it's another man...
"oh george... how many years has it been..." the mother says while leading the man into the house... she was tired... thanks to the constant wailing from the baby throughout the whole day... thanks to her husband... who didn't even bother to call... the mother smiles while leading the man into her room... the room of her and her husband....
the engine halts... a twist on the key the man was out of the truck... he's tired... totally emotionless... "i just want to go back and have a good dinner before resting..." he needs the rest, he knows... he has been working hard to provide for his family... walking into the lift, he hits the button with a number fifteen on it... the vision outside the small windows of this metallic box in which he is standing in is scrolling as the lift ascends... ding... it's the fifteenth floor...
he reaches for the keys in his pocket and takes them out... "hey... there's a pair of shoes that I have never seen before..." he opens the door... the door of his room is closed... "weird.." he walks over and opens the room door... "what the hell...."
it has been an enjoyable time... then there came a sound of the main door opening... "oh my god..." the mother picks up her clothes and starts to wear them... the door slams open.... "what the hell..." the door slams close for awhile.. then slams open once again...
the father is shocked at what he's seeing... he slams the door close and runs to the kitchen to pick up a knife... running back, he slams open the door... he runs into the room... he stabs the man right in the heart... he then pulls it out... blood starts to splurt out like as if the heart was a fountain... "NOOOOO... what the hell are you doing??????" the father turns around and faces the mother...
"NOOOOOO.. what the hell are you doing???????" the mother feels fear... fear rushes into her like a million demons... she backs away from the approaching husband.. she ends up next to the wall... there came a bright reflective light from the knife... then darkness was everywhere...
the father sees what he had just done... he is terrified... "what have i just done...." he is totally shocked.. he runs out of the room... he holds the baby and runs to the kitchen where he jumps off......... there comes this falling sensation... it is like what he felt when he went on a roller-coaster... but this one is better... then came the crash.
Sunday, October 24, 2004
Birthday month
This was taken from a friendster bulletin board message.
btw, i'm frm Sept, read it, quite true sia... :D
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Message: Body: Pick the MONTH that you
were
born in &
put
it on the SUBJECT LINE.. Then FWD it to
everyone you know including the person that
sent
it to you. They might understand you better.
JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and
serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always
looking at people's flaws and weaknesses.
Likes
to criticize. Hardworking and
productive. Smart, neat and organized.
Sensitive
and has deep thoughts.
Knows how to make others happy. Quiet
unless
excited or tensed. Rather
reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to
illnesses
but prone to colds.
Romantic but has difficulties expressing love.
Loves children. Loyal.
Has great social abilities yet easily jealous.
Very
Stubborn and money cautious.
____________________________________
_
_
_________
FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.
Intelligent and
clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy.
Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble.
Honest
and loyal.. Determined to reach goals. Loves
freedom. Rebellious when
restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too
sensitive
and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but
those
not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves
making friends but rarely
shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious.
Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on
the
inside not outside.
Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries
to
learn to show emotions.
____________________________________
_
_
_________
MARCH:
Attractive personality.sexy. Affectionate.Shy
and
reserved. Secretive.
Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic.
Loves peace and serenity.
Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others.
Easily
angered. Trustworthy.
Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant
and
assesses others.
Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize.
Loves
traveling. Loves attention.
Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves
home decors. Musically talented.
Loves special things. Moody.
____________________________________
_
_
_________
APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but
tends
to regret.
Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong
mentality. Loves attention.
Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves
people's problems. Brave and
fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring.
Suave
and generous. Emotional.
Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving
Motivates oneself and others.
Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy
in
a
way that only their lover can see.
____________________________________
_
_
_________
MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and
highly motivated. Sharp
thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and
loves attention. Deep
feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally.
Firm
Standpoint. Needs no
motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left
brain). Loves to dream. Strong
clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually
in
the ear and neck. Good
imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing.
Loves literature and the arts.
Loves traveling. Dislike being at home.
Restless.
Not having many children.
Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
____________________________________
_
_
_________
JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by
kindness. Polite and
soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive.
Active mind.. Hesitating, tends
to delay. Choosy and always wants the best.
Temperamental. Funny and
humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating
skills.
Talkative. Daydreamer.
Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding.
Able to show character. Easily
hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up.
Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom
shows emotions. Takes time to recover when
hurt.
Brand conscious. Executive.
Stubborn.
____________________________________
_
_
_________
JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom
and to
be understood.
Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in
oneself. Has reputation.
Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about
people's feelings. Tactful.
Friendly. Approachable. Emotional
temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and
easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful.
Forgiving but never forgets.
Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and
mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions
carefully. Caring and loving.
Treats others equally. Strong sense of
sympathy.
Wary and sharp. Judges
people through observations. Hardworking. No
difficulties in studying. Loves
to be alone. Always broods about the past and
the
old friends. Likes to be
quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never
looks for friends. Not
aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having
stomach and dieting problems.
Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to
recover.
____________________________________
_
_
_________
AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring.
Brave
and fearless.
Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how
to
console others. Too generous
and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself.
Thirsty
for praises.
Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry
when
provoked. Easily jealous.
Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks
quickly.
Independent thoughts. Loves
to lead and to be led. Loves to dream.
Talented
in
the arts, music and
defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor
resistance
against illnesses. Learns
to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving
and
caring. Loves to make
friends .
____________________________________
_
_
_________
SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious
and
organized. Likes to
point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize.
Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk
well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic.
Concerned and detailed.
Loyal but not always honest. Does work well.
Very
confident. Sensitive.
Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and
knowledgeable. Loves to look for
information. Must control oneself when
criticizing.
Able to motivate
oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around.
Secretive. Loves sports, leisure
and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends
to
bottle up feelings. Very
choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
____________________________________
_
_
_________
OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them.
Loves
to takes things at
the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but
doesn't
pretend. Gets angry often.. Treats friends
importantly. Always making friends.
Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer.
Opinionated. Does not care of
what others think.. Emotional. Decisive. Strong
clairvoyance. Loves to
travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily
jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and
fair.
Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses
confidence. Loves children.
____________________________________
_
_
_________
NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks
forward. Unique
and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp
thinking.
Fine and strong
clairvoyance. Can become good doctors.
Dynamic in personality. Secretive.
Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always
thinking. Less talkative but
amiable. Brave and generous. Patient.
Stubborn
and hard-hearted. If there is
a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give
up.
Hardly becomes angry
unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks
differently from others.
Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not
appreciates praises.
High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love
and
emotions. Romantic.
Uncertain in relationships. Homely.
Hardworking.
High abilities.
Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not
able
to control emotions.
Unpredictable
____________________________________
_
_
_________
DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in
games and interactions..
Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in
organizations. Fun to be
with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves
attention. Loves to be loved.
Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short
tempered. Changing
personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in
oneself. Hates restrictions.
Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical
btw, i'm frm Sept, read it, quite true sia... :D
---------------------------------------------------------------------
Message: Body: Pick the MONTH that you
were
born in &
put
it on the SUBJECT LINE.. Then FWD it to
everyone you know including the person that
sent
it to you. They might understand you better.
JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and
serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always
looking at people's flaws and weaknesses.
Likes
to criticize. Hardworking and
productive. Smart, neat and organized.
Sensitive
and has deep thoughts.
Knows how to make others happy. Quiet
unless
excited or tensed. Rather
reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to
illnesses
but prone to colds.
Romantic but has difficulties expressing love.
Loves children. Loyal.
Has great social abilities yet easily jealous.
Very
Stubborn and money cautious.
____________________________________
_
_
_________
FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.
Intelligent and
clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy.
Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble.
Honest
and loyal.. Determined to reach goals. Loves
freedom. Rebellious when
restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too
sensitive
and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but
those
not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves
making friends but rarely
shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious.
Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on
the
inside not outside.
Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries
to
learn to show emotions.
____________________________________
_
_
_________
MARCH:
Attractive personality.sexy. Affectionate.Shy
and
reserved. Secretive.
Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic.
Loves peace and serenity.
Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others.
Easily
angered. Trustworthy.
Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant
and
assesses others.
Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize.
Loves
traveling. Loves attention.
Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves
home decors. Musically talented.
Loves special things. Moody.
____________________________________
_
_
_________
APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but
tends
to regret.
Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong
mentality. Loves attention.
Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves
people's problems. Brave and
fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring.
Suave
and generous. Emotional.
Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving
Motivates oneself and others.
Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy
in
a
way that only their lover can see.
____________________________________
_
_
_________
MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and
highly motivated. Sharp
thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and
loves attention. Deep
feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally.
Firm
Standpoint. Needs no
motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left
brain). Loves to dream. Strong
clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually
in
the ear and neck. Good
imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing.
Loves literature and the arts.
Loves traveling. Dislike being at home.
Restless.
Not having many children.
Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
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_
_
_________
JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by
kindness. Polite and
soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive.
Active mind.. Hesitating, tends
to delay. Choosy and always wants the best.
Temperamental. Funny and
humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating
skills.
Talkative. Daydreamer.
Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding.
Able to show character. Easily
hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up.
Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom
shows emotions. Takes time to recover when
hurt.
Brand conscious. Executive.
Stubborn.
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_
_
_________
JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom
and to
be understood.
Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in
oneself. Has reputation.
Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about
people's feelings. Tactful.
Friendly. Approachable. Emotional
temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and
easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful.
Forgiving but never forgets.
Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and
mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions
carefully. Caring and loving.
Treats others equally. Strong sense of
sympathy.
Wary and sharp. Judges
people through observations. Hardworking. No
difficulties in studying. Loves
to be alone. Always broods about the past and
the
old friends. Likes to be
quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never
looks for friends. Not
aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having
stomach and dieting problems.
Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to
recover.
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_
_
_________
AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring.
Brave
and fearless.
Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how
to
console others. Too generous
and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself.
Thirsty
for praises.
Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry
when
provoked. Easily jealous.
Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks
quickly.
Independent thoughts. Loves
to lead and to be led. Loves to dream.
Talented
in
the arts, music and
defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor
resistance
against illnesses. Learns
to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving
and
caring. Loves to make
friends .
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_
_
_________
SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious
and
organized. Likes to
point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize.
Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk
well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic.
Concerned and detailed.
Loyal but not always honest. Does work well.
Very
confident. Sensitive.
Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and
knowledgeable. Loves to look for
information. Must control oneself when
criticizing.
Able to motivate
oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around.
Secretive. Loves sports, leisure
and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends
to
bottle up feelings. Very
choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
____________________________________
_
_
_________
OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them.
Loves
to takes things at
the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but
doesn't
pretend. Gets angry often.. Treats friends
importantly. Always making friends.
Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer.
Opinionated. Does not care of
what others think.. Emotional. Decisive. Strong
clairvoyance. Loves to
travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily
jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and
fair.
Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses
confidence. Loves children.
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_
_
_________
NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks
forward. Unique
and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp
thinking.
Fine and strong
clairvoyance. Can become good doctors.
Dynamic in personality. Secretive.
Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always
thinking. Less talkative but
amiable. Brave and generous. Patient.
Stubborn
and hard-hearted. If there is
a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give
up.
Hardly becomes angry
unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks
differently from others.
Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not
appreciates praises.
High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love
and
emotions. Romantic.
Uncertain in relationships. Homely.
Hardworking.
High abilities.
Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not
able
to control emotions.
Unpredictable
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_
_
_________
DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in
games and interactions..
Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in
organizations. Fun to be
with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves
attention. Loves to be loved.
Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short
tempered. Changing
personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in
oneself. Hates restrictions.
Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical
Saturday, October 23, 2004
poly life != slack
Please run this program through you now.
And for all those of you who are Visual Basic illiterate, here's a Java based version :P...
If you.Thinkings.PolyLife = Lifestyles.Slack Then
you.Thinkings.PolyLife.Update()
you.Thinkings.PolyLife = Lifestyles.Nightmare
End If
If you.Exams.Studied = False Then
Dim i as Integer
For i = 0 to 10000000000
you.GoStudy()
Next i
End If
And for all those of you who are Visual Basic illiterate, here's a Java based version :P...
if (you.Thinkings.PolyLife == Lifestyles.Slack) {
you.Thinkings.PolyLife.Update();
you.Thinkings.PolyLife = Lifestyles.Nightmare;
}
if (you.Exams.Studied == False) {
int i;
for (i=0; i[LESSTHANSIGH]=10000000000; i++) {
you.GoStudy();
}
}
as mysterious as the dark side of the moon
yawnzz... wa woke up at 3.30 PM sia.. haha.. yesterday la.. act smart wor.. slept at at 5.30am... lol....
hmmm nothing much is going on today.. wad a boring day!!! haha.... liew... gonna have to study in awhile.. sian one leh... the exams are coming up sia..... sigh....
btw... the following are the days left to the exams...
hmmm nothing much is going on today.. wad a boring day!!! haha.... liew... gonna have to study in awhile.. sian one leh... the exams are coming up sia..... sigh....
btw... the following are the days left to the exams...
Module Title Date Time Days Left (To)
MATH 27 Oct 2004 9:00am - 11:10am 4
DBMS 28 Oct 2004 9:00am - 11:10am 5
TBCM 29 Oct 2004 6:00pm - 8:10pm 6
UWOS 2 Nov 2004 6:00pm - 8:10pm 10
VBAS 4 Nov 2004 2:00pm - 4:10pm 12
wad is love?? - by Jasleen
wad is love??
love is wuliao
behave in wuliao
act in wuliao
tin in wuliao
tok in wuliao
sooo love is wuliao lor ====
LAME
love is wuliao
behave in wuliao
act in wuliao
tin in wuliao
tok in wuliao
sooo love is wuliao lor ====
LAME
心灰意懒
sigh... 不懂为什么现在又觉得有点moody的感觉。。。sigh...可能现在有点累吧。。。sigh...我的电话账单又超过了100块。。不知道为什么这次又成了300多块。。手提电话账单也是百多块。。。真的令人伤心。。。如果这次我又得还的话，我想我是真的真的会没钱啊。。。希望不是如此吧。。。 ARGH。。。真的不懂啦。。。。
两点半了。。。我还是online着。。。没心情睡觉。。。不知为何如此。。。上帝啊！派一位天使来守护着我吧。。。我真的真的不知道有没有办法再承受下 去了。。。这生命是如此的美丽，但我真的觉得自己没有力量了。。。sigh。。。可能今天太累了吧。。。所以在这里讲这些废话。。。
救命啊。。。 :'（。。。
两点半了。。。我还是online着。。。没心情睡觉。。。不知为何如此。。。上帝啊！派一位天使来守护着我吧。。。我真的真的不知道有没有办法再承受下 去了。。。这生命是如此的美丽，但我真的觉得自己没有力量了。。。sigh。。。可能今天太累了吧。。。所以在这里讲这些废话。。。
救命啊。。。 :'（。。。
they say that life is like a box of chocolates
but i feel that a box of chocolates is much more sweeter than life...
Life is like a raindrop. We are all raindrops.
We were born from the clouds.
They protected us until we were old enough to leave.
Then we fall towards the ground.
Sometimes we fall straight and steady,
But sometimes we fall sideways because of the wind.
Sometimes we fall sideways and miss the point where we were supposed to land on.
Friends come and go, anyone can tell you that.
Look at a window when it rains, can you see the raindrops flowing down the screen?
Some raindrops fall and merge with another, some fall alone, others split into two.
We fall, and we fall, unknowing of what lies before us.
Maybe we'll fall into the sea where life thrives because of us.
Maybe we'll fall into the ground where plants will take root because of us.
Maybe we'll fall into reservoirs where we will be used for greater purposes.
Oh, maybe we'll fall into the drains and sewage where filth is everywhere.
Who knows?
But no matter what we do, or what circumstances happen to us, we must remember that we will, at the end of the day, be brought back up to the sky, where we will bring forth the next wave of rain droplets...
Life is like a raindrop. We are all raindrops.
We were born from the clouds.
They protected us until we were old enough to leave.
Then we fall towards the ground.
Sometimes we fall straight and steady,
But sometimes we fall sideways because of the wind.
Sometimes we fall sideways and miss the point where we were supposed to land on.
Friends come and go, anyone can tell you that.
Look at a window when it rains, can you see the raindrops flowing down the screen?
Some raindrops fall and merge with another, some fall alone, others split into two.
We fall, and we fall, unknowing of what lies before us.
Maybe we'll fall into the sea where life thrives because of us.
Maybe we'll fall into the ground where plants will take root because of us.
Maybe we'll fall into reservoirs where we will be used for greater purposes.
Oh, maybe we'll fall into the drains and sewage where filth is everywhere.
Who knows?
But no matter what we do, or what circumstances happen to us, we must remember that we will, at the end of the day, be brought back up to the sky, where we will bring forth the next wave of rain droplets...
Ming tian hui geng hao...
haha today was quite fun ba..
argh woke up at arnd 10 to 11 today so sianz... den eat, den use comp.. went over to jp with jasleen at around 2+.. den reached arnd 3.. wa jp alot of ppl budden kfc v little lol.. den the person say need to buy smth otherwise cannot study there.. ok lor den i got a cup of root beer and we sat there lor haha so lame..
arnd 6.30 we kinda feel sian liao.. canot study.. so went around jp, also ate.. den went pet shop.. lol saw these two dogs damn funny keep fighting each other although diff cage lol....
den 7.30 lidat went orchard ba.. lol rain sia.. so lucky.. today i dunno why gt bring umbrella.. lucky u sia, jas :P... den walk around orchard till 11.30 ba.. lol paiseh wor i keep eating today sia...
haha lidat lor.. den arnd 12+ reach home le.. yupyup lidat lor quite a fun day.. haha :D...
argh woke up at arnd 10 to 11 today so sianz... den eat, den use comp.. went over to jp with jasleen at around 2+.. den reached arnd 3.. wa jp alot of ppl budden kfc v little lol.. den the person say need to buy smth otherwise cannot study there.. ok lor den i got a cup of root beer and we sat there lor haha so lame..
arnd 6.30 we kinda feel sian liao.. canot study.. so went around jp, also ate.. den went pet shop.. lol saw these two dogs damn funny keep fighting each other although diff cage lol....
den 7.30 lidat went orchard ba.. lol rain sia.. so lucky.. today i dunno why gt bring umbrella.. lucky u sia, jas :P... den walk around orchard till 11.30 ba.. lol paiseh wor i keep eating today sia...
haha lidat lor.. den arnd 12+ reach home le.. yupyup lidat lor quite a fun day.. haha :D...
Thursday, October 21, 2004
What ails you?
Sigh.. I'm so sick!... Actually, I'm not really that sick... My cold's been lifted off me already.. what's left is my semi-hoarse throat... I'm gonna drink some more vitamin-C drinks later... Sian ar...
Left early after CRS test today.. was a 1 hr 50 mins paper but I left at the 1 hour mark.. was really bored and cold.. that's why I left... Sigh...
After handing in my paper, the teacher wanted to talk to me.. She told me, "Do you remember what I have told you?" blahblah... "You are intelligent, your level of thinking is one level above your peers, but you need to work on your EQ..." sigh.. dunno wad eq sia... dunno la...
now at home lazing around... very tired... didn't do any revision today.. sian... maybe tml ba... i hope tml's lessons are all cancelled so i can slack and do revision in the day... k ba... i go do my stuff liao.. tata...
Left early after CRS test today.. was a 1 hr 50 mins paper but I left at the 1 hour mark.. was really bored and cold.. that's why I left... Sigh...
After handing in my paper, the teacher wanted to talk to me.. She told me, "Do you remember what I have told you?" blahblah... "You are intelligent, your level of thinking is one level above your peers, but you need to work on your EQ..." sigh.. dunno wad eq sia... dunno la...
now at home lazing around... very tired... didn't do any revision today.. sian... maybe tml ba... i hope tml's lessons are all cancelled so i can slack and do revision in the day... k ba... i go do my stuff liao.. tata...
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
rushing day... as for all wednesdays...
today, went to sch late, thanks to my 'wonderful' computer who crashed on me at the right moment.
wanted to install Fedora Linux Core 3 Test 3... so I partitioned around 10GB of harddisk space on my D: (I have 2 hard disks 80GB and 40GB, D resides on the 40gig one).
Ha I was so happy then, so I rebooted my system, put the DVD of Fedora Linux into the DVD drive, and booted the system to the dvd rom.
Ahh.. beautiful installation screen. In fact, nicer than Windows XP's (which was terrible). Hmm... den came to the screen where I had to choose the boot loader options. For those of you who don't know, a boot loader is a program which runs before your operating system runs. If you have more than one operating system, the boot loader must be able to load all of them. Yup.. anyway, back to it. I set up the Windows boot and the Linux boot. So it was all fine.
Then I clicked on Advanced options. There was this LBA32 option. Nothing there explained what it does.. I read before that I should enable it my boot partition is over dunno how many cylinders or wad.. but i didn't really pay attention.. haha.. so i didn't enable it... Ahh, installation finished. Reboot comp? Yes.
That's when my comp never started again.. hahaha.. den i was so worried that i had to throw everything out of the harddisk and reformat. Nonono.. never!!!... So I popped in the Linux dvd again and I configured everything but except for the LBA32 option. Now I switched it on. Then I clicked Install. It would have taken about 15 mins. But it was already 11am.. I had to be in school by 11am. Lol. nice...
So i rushed down, reached sch at 11.30, surprised to see the bunch of them waiting outside the class hahahaha I'm early :P...
den ok lor tbcm was boring.. i got a B+ for my interview U_U..... den after tbcm went for lunch at fc6. saw gek. hihi ^^. den went to lib to study ba.
budden the moment i sat down only ahaha phone ring le.. maggie's class over.. so can meet her for french class le... lol never ending one...
french was frm 3.15 to 4.15. ended early cuz i chiong the test paper and rush off. haha.... crazy me... reached home 4.30. Completed the installation. hahahahaha it's workin!!!!muahahahahahahah....
Den I went for piano. which ended at 7.30.. teacher recommended me to sign up for grade 3 theory exam. ok lor.. anything... he said i learnt songs quite quickly.. say that i shld go esplanade and borrow those simplified pop songs so that can learn. say will be more interesting... orh ok lor i dun mind budden no one to go with me sia U_U.... haha....
den came back.. played with linux abit.. chatted.. bathed.. chatting.. blogging.. tada! I'm here liao at this time. haha.. wad a rushed day... :P
k ba hope CRS test tml goes well. everyone else who takes CRS test tml as well all the best kkkkk???? ^_^......
ta
wanted to install Fedora Linux Core 3 Test 3... so I partitioned around 10GB of harddisk space on my D: (I have 2 hard disks 80GB and 40GB, D resides on the 40gig one).
Ha I was so happy then, so I rebooted my system, put the DVD of Fedora Linux into the DVD drive, and booted the system to the dvd rom.
Ahh.. beautiful installation screen. In fact, nicer than Windows XP's (which was terrible). Hmm... den came to the screen where I had to choose the boot loader options. For those of you who don't know, a boot loader is a program which runs before your operating system runs. If you have more than one operating system, the boot loader must be able to load all of them. Yup.. anyway, back to it. I set up the Windows boot and the Linux boot. So it was all fine.
Then I clicked on Advanced options. There was this LBA32 option. Nothing there explained what it does.. I read before that I should enable it my boot partition is over dunno how many cylinders or wad.. but i didn't really pay attention.. haha.. so i didn't enable it... Ahh, installation finished. Reboot comp? Yes.
That's when my comp never started again.. hahaha.. den i was so worried that i had to throw everything out of the harddisk and reformat. Nonono.. never!!!... So I popped in the Linux dvd again and I configured everything but except for the LBA32 option. Now I switched it on. Then I clicked Install. It would have taken about 15 mins. But it was already 11am.. I had to be in school by 11am. Lol. nice...
So i rushed down, reached sch at 11.30, surprised to see the bunch of them waiting outside the class hahahaha I'm early :P...
den ok lor tbcm was boring.. i got a B+ for my interview U_U..... den after tbcm went for lunch at fc6. saw gek. hihi ^^. den went to lib to study ba.
budden the moment i sat down only ahaha phone ring le.. maggie's class over.. so can meet her for french class le... lol never ending one...
french was frm 3.15 to 4.15. ended early cuz i chiong the test paper and rush off. haha.... crazy me... reached home 4.30. Completed the installation. hahahahaha it's workin!!!!muahahahahahahah....
Den I went for piano. which ended at 7.30.. teacher recommended me to sign up for grade 3 theory exam. ok lor.. anything... he said i learnt songs quite quickly.. say that i shld go esplanade and borrow those simplified pop songs so that can learn. say will be more interesting... orh ok lor i dun mind budden no one to go with me sia U_U.... haha....
den came back.. played with linux abit.. chatted.. bathed.. chatting.. blogging.. tada! I'm here liao at this time. haha.. wad a rushed day... :P
k ba hope CRS test tml goes well. everyone else who takes CRS test tml as well all the best kkkkk???? ^_^......
ta
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
Sian mood
Sigh.. harlow everyone.. i'm very sian now.. but I hope u all are still studying hard k??? Better work hard and everyone do well!! K??? Everyone I know, all the best in whatever ya doing k??? ^^..
yay.. quite a happy day...
haha first thing in the morning i was quite happy with my project. the teacher didnt have much problems with my program and i'm quite happy ^^.. She's quite happy also.. she's gonna enter my program in the poly showcase next year. plus she'll be keeping a copy of it in her hall of fame ^^.. haha so happy..
was telling jasleen just now in class.. den wenquan had to read it out loud.. wa liew.. nv respect my privacy.. and the teacher even saw lor..she was behind me leh... sigh wenquan.. what's up sia...
but nvm la.. she was indeed happy ma.. what's wrong? nothing wrong with me saying that ^^.. hahaha... too badd.... :P:P...
was telling jasleen just now in class.. den wenquan had to read it out loud.. wa liew.. nv respect my privacy.. and the teacher even saw lor..she was behind me leh... sigh wenquan.. what's up sia...
but nvm la.. she was indeed happy ma.. what's wrong? nothing wrong with me saying that ^^.. hahaha... too badd.... :P:P...
New law with effect by end of year.
There's a new law which states that home users who download copyrighted music, software, movies, etc. (mainly media) on a commercial scale will be charged as a criminal and may face a jail term or a fine.
First, I would like to question the term 'commerical scale'. What is the exact definition of 'commercial scale'? Is it downloading enough to set up a company? Downloading enough to sell? Or what?
I feel that this new law that has been planned to come into effect is one of which will have no effect on the current population who are downloading files at home. I shall list my reasons below.
The created law is one which is being used as a deterrent. This law is created just to deter home users from downloading. One reason which made me think this way was the unproperly defined term of 'commercial scale'. I feel that the only reason of including that term is to be able to have a backdoor to escape from. Why would they need this? Because they will never be able to catch every single downloader. So with this unproperly defined term, they will be able to deem that all these users are not downloading at commercial scale. Which saves them an awful lot of time, allowing them to utilize their time on catching large-scale pirates. At the same time, home downloaders will be unsure of the meaning of the 'commercial scale' term which will make them afraid. When afraid, they will stop downloading, which means that the law which has been 'implemented' will be a success.
The law will only be as effective as the people enforcing it. Look at the pornography law for example. They are only effective if tip-offs are received and there is information provided. Otherwise, it will be impossible to track down each and every single downloader.
Some may think that people who download will be able to be tracked down easily. This is a misconception, because it is impossible to track down individual downloaders.
It is impossible to track down individual downloaders because of the fact that P2P (Peer-to-peer) software are not only used for the sole purpose of distributing pirated applications and copyrighted music. Music which have been copyrighted but distributed freely by independent record companies are also being shared on P2P Networks. Open-source software is also shared on the P2P Networks. For example, RedHat's Fedora Linux Distribution is also shared on the BitTorrent network. Unless ISPs (Internet Service Providers) are able to filter from between copyrighted and not copyrighted material (which in my honest opinion is totally impossible), they will not be able to detect who is downloading what.
Therefore, in my opinion, I feel that this law will have no effect on the piracy here in Singapore. Implementing this law is just as useful as lifting the ban on chewing gum. It makes no difference.
First, I would like to question the term 'commerical scale'. What is the exact definition of 'commercial scale'? Is it downloading enough to set up a company? Downloading enough to sell? Or what?
I feel that this new law that has been planned to come into effect is one of which will have no effect on the current population who are downloading files at home. I shall list my reasons below.
The created law is one which is being used as a deterrent. This law is created just to deter home users from downloading. One reason which made me think this way was the unproperly defined term of 'commercial scale'. I feel that the only reason of including that term is to be able to have a backdoor to escape from. Why would they need this? Because they will never be able to catch every single downloader. So with this unproperly defined term, they will be able to deem that all these users are not downloading at commercial scale. Which saves them an awful lot of time, allowing them to utilize their time on catching large-scale pirates. At the same time, home downloaders will be unsure of the meaning of the 'commercial scale' term which will make them afraid. When afraid, they will stop downloading, which means that the law which has been 'implemented' will be a success.
The law will only be as effective as the people enforcing it. Look at the pornography law for example. They are only effective if tip-offs are received and there is information provided. Otherwise, it will be impossible to track down each and every single downloader.
Some may think that people who download will be able to be tracked down easily. This is a misconception, because it is impossible to track down individual downloaders.
It is impossible to track down individual downloaders because of the fact that P2P (Peer-to-peer) software are not only used for the sole purpose of distributing pirated applications and copyrighted music. Music which have been copyrighted but distributed freely by independent record companies are also being shared on P2P Networks. Open-source software is also shared on the P2P Networks. For example, RedHat's Fedora Linux Distribution is also shared on the BitTorrent network. Unless ISPs (Internet Service Providers) are able to filter from between copyrighted and not copyrighted material (which in my honest opinion is totally impossible), they will not be able to detect who is downloading what.
Therefore, in my opinion, I feel that this law will have no effect on the piracy here in Singapore. Implementing this law is just as useful as lifting the ban on chewing gum. It makes no difference.
Monday, October 18, 2004
Tired sia...
Have been studying since 8. Before that, since around 5 to 7... aRgh.... i finished one vb past yr paper and one maths past yr paper. then another maths paper is done halfway... so tiring... taking a break now...
today i went to school for one hour!! omg man.. what a waste of concession haha... sian one.. den after tat they wanted to go study at the library. great idea. but.. i didn't bring a single thing lol... how to do???? haha... so i went home lor... so guai came home to play game hehehehe...
hao ba.. i go print past yr paper le :D:D... tata..
today i went to school for one hour!! omg man.. what a waste of concession haha... sian one.. den after tat they wanted to go study at the library. great idea. but.. i didn't bring a single thing lol... how to do???? haha... so i went home lor... so guai came home to play game hehehehe...
hao ba.. i go print past yr paper le :D:D... tata..
爱
Love is like an elusive butterfly, one which flutters away shyly when approached but gently returns when feeling calm.
Love is like a flower, one which occurs rarely and when it does, it bears fruit.
Love is like a plant, it requires growing. Trimming of leaves and watering of roots are necessary for it to grow healthily.
Love is like a battle, you don't always win, but there's always something to be learnt.
Love is like magic, some believe in it while others don't, but nobody can deny its existence.
Love is like a flower, one which occurs rarely and when it does, it bears fruit.
Love is like a plant, it requires growing. Trimming of leaves and watering of roots are necessary for it to grow healthily.
Love is like a battle, you don't always win, but there's always something to be learnt.
Love is like magic, some believe in it while others don't, but nobody can deny its existence.
Sunday, October 17, 2004
sian sunday
arghh!!! haven't done any revision at all yet.. I'm such a procrastinator... wad a boring day this day has been :(...
Tml I'm gonna have to go to school for AN hour... just to attend a one hour lecture.. omg man... haha.. i feel like pon'ning sia.. one hour only... ahh.. cannot.. revision sia.. grrrrrrrr....
had to rush down to raffles place just now cuz my mum and bro forgot to bring something... sigh.. was so pissed sia.. one phonecall i gotta rush so far.. ok la.. anyway it's over liao... ate at tiongbahru plaza.. soso lor... same old boring long john silver's... haha reminds me of that lame joke of Silver's john is long.. ok lame... -.-"
ok lor... sian ar... i think i'm gonna bathe den go do some work.. eh.. write testimonials for me hor!!! write hor!! haha...
k la.. i think i beta go liao le... tatatatata.....byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i must be mad. lol
Tml I'm gonna have to go to school for AN hour... just to attend a one hour lecture.. omg man... haha.. i feel like pon'ning sia.. one hour only... ahh.. cannot.. revision sia.. grrrrrrrr....
had to rush down to raffles place just now cuz my mum and bro forgot to bring something... sigh.. was so pissed sia.. one phonecall i gotta rush so far.. ok la.. anyway it's over liao... ate at tiongbahru plaza.. soso lor... same old boring long john silver's... haha reminds me of that lame joke of Silver's john is long.. ok lame... -.-"
ok lor... sian ar... i think i'm gonna bathe den go do some work.. eh.. write testimonials for me hor!!! write hor!! haha...
k la.. i think i beta go liao le... tatatatata.....byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i must be mad. lol
I am a worm, not a man.
Ha.. i came across this pic a few weeks ago..
Then I got curious, at first i thought that the psalms 22:6 was just crap that they added on. Then I went to search the bible, an online one of course.
Psalms 22
For the director of music. To the tune of "The Doe of the Morning." A psalm of David.
1 My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?
Why are you so far from saving me,
so far from the words of my groaning?
2 O my God, I cry out by day, but you do not answer,
by night, and am not silent.
3 Yet you are enthroned as the Holy One;
you are the praise of Israel.
4 In you our fathers put their trust;
they trusted and you delivered them.
5 They cried to you and were saved;
in you they trusted and were not disappointed.
6 But I am a worm and not a man,
scorned by men and despised by the people.
7 All who see me mock me;
they hurl insults, shaking their heads:
8 "He trusts in the LORD ;
let the LORD rescue him.
Let him deliver him,
since he delights in him."
9 Yet you brought me out of the womb;
you made me trust in you
even at my mother's breast.
10 From birth I was cast upon you;
from my mother's womb you have been my God.
11 Do not be far from me,
for trouble is near
and there is no one to help.
12 Many bulls surround me;
strong bulls of Bashan encircle me.
13 Roaring lions tearing their prey
open their mouths wide against me.
14 I am poured out like water,
and all my bones are out of joint.
My heart has turned to wax;
it has melted away within me.
15 My strength is dried up like a potsherd,
and my tongue sticks to the roof of my mouth;
you lay me in the dust of death.
16 Dogs have surrounded me;
a band of evil men has encircled me,
they have pierced my hands and my feet.
17 I can count all my bones;
people stare and gloat over me.
18 They divide my garments among them
and cast lots for my clothing.
19 But you, O LORD , be not far off;
O my Strength, come quickly to help me.
20 Deliver my life from the sword,
my precious life from the power of the dogs.
21 Rescue me from the mouth of the lions;
save me from the horns of the wild oxen.
22 I will declare your name to my brothers;
in the congregation I will praise you.
23 You who fear the LORD , praise him!
All you descendants of Jacob, honor him!
Revere him, all you descendants of Israel!
24 For he has not despised or disdained
the suffering of the afflicted one;
he has not hidden his face from him
but has listened to his cry for help.
25 From you comes the theme of my praise in the great assembly;
before those who fear you will I fulfill my vows.
26 The poor will eat and be satisfied;
they who seek the LORD will praise him-
may your hearts live forever!
27 All the ends of the earth
will remember and turn to the LORD ,
and all the families of the nations
will bow down before him,
28 for dominion belongs to the LORD
and he rules over the nations.
29 All the rich of the earth will feast and worship;
all who go down to the dust will kneel before him-
those who cannot keep themselves alive.
30 Posterity will serve him;
future generations will be told about the Lord.
31 They will proclaim his righteousness
to a people yet unborn-
for he has done it.
Then I got curious, at first i thought that the psalms 22:6 was just crap that they added on. Then I went to search the bible, an online one of course.
Psalms 22
For the director of music. To the tune of "The Doe of the Morning." A psalm of David.
1 My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?
Why are you so far from saving me,
so far from the words of my groaning?
2 O my God, I cry out by day, but you do not answer,
by night, and am not silent.
3 Yet you are enthroned as the Holy One;
you are the praise of Israel.
4 In you our fathers put their trust;
they trusted and you delivered them.
5 They cried to you and were saved;
in you they trusted and were not disappointed.
6 But I am a worm and not a man,
scorned by men and despised by the people.
7 All who see me mock me;
they hurl insults, shaking their heads:
8 "He trusts in the LORD ;
let the LORD rescue him.
Let him deliver him,
since he delights in him."
9 Yet you brought me out of the womb;
you made me trust in you
even at my mother's breast.
10 From birth I was cast upon you;
from my mother's womb you have been my God.
11 Do not be far from me,
for trouble is near
and there is no one to help.
12 Many bulls surround me;
strong bulls of Bashan encircle me.
13 Roaring lions tearing their prey
open their mouths wide against me.
14 I am poured out like water,
and all my bones are out of joint.
My heart has turned to wax;
it has melted away within me.
15 My strength is dried up like a potsherd,
and my tongue sticks to the roof of my mouth;
you lay me in the dust of death.
16 Dogs have surrounded me;
a band of evil men has encircled me,
they have pierced my hands and my feet.
17 I can count all my bones;
people stare and gloat over me.
18 They divide my garments among them
and cast lots for my clothing.
19 But you, O LORD , be not far off;
O my Strength, come quickly to help me.
20 Deliver my life from the sword,
my precious life from the power of the dogs.
21 Rescue me from the mouth of the lions;
save me from the horns of the wild oxen.
22 I will declare your name to my brothers;
in the congregation I will praise you.
23 You who fear the LORD , praise him!
All you descendants of Jacob, honor him!
Revere him, all you descendants of Israel!
24 For he has not despised or disdained
the suffering of the afflicted one;
he has not hidden his face from him
but has listened to his cry for help.
25 From you comes the theme of my praise in the great assembly;
before those who fear you will I fulfill my vows.
26 The poor will eat and be satisfied;
they who seek the LORD will praise him-
may your hearts live forever!
27 All the ends of the earth
will remember and turn to the LORD ,
and all the families of the nations
will bow down before him,
28 for dominion belongs to the LORD
and he rules over the nations.
29 All the rich of the earth will feast and worship;
all who go down to the dust will kneel before him-
those who cannot keep themselves alive.
30 Posterity will serve him;
future generations will be told about the Lord.
31 They will proclaim his righteousness
to a people yet unborn-
for he has done it.
i hope that u and i can be as close as the letters "u" and "i"on the keyboard.
i dunno wad to write!!
haha okok jasleen suggested i write my dreams sia...
i be more practical la, i write what i plan on doing..
kk.. here i go..
2004 - 2007 June : Poly
2007 Sept - 2009 Sept : NS
2010 - 2012 : Uni (deg in computer studies probably)
2012 onwards : work, marry, etc.
arnd 2020 - 2025 : masters degree
2025 onwards : work as lecturer in some poly
arnd 2035 - 2040 : phd? maybe..
wa.. when i see 2012, 2040, all these numbers, i think of those science fiction shows.. i mean.. wa.. it seems like such a long time away... sigh.. i wonder when i'll reach those times...
haha okok jasleen suggested i write my dreams sia...
i be more practical la, i write what i plan on doing..
kk.. here i go..
2004 - 2007 June : Poly
2007 Sept - 2009 Sept : NS
2010 - 2012 : Uni (deg in computer studies probably)
2012 onwards : work, marry, etc.
arnd 2020 - 2025 : masters degree
2025 onwards : work as lecturer in some poly
arnd 2035 - 2040 : phd? maybe..
wa.. when i see 2012, 2040, all these numbers, i think of those science fiction shows.. i mean.. wa.. it seems like such a long time away... sigh.. i wonder when i'll reach those times...
Saturday, October 16, 2004
ice cream!!!
I wanna eat ice-cream!! Argh.. so long nv eat le.. the stoooooopid weather so hot sia...
love causes irrationality
Argh.. woke at 11.45 today.. abit tired.. still blurblur.. my hair's still standing..
"did you style your hair or did you just wake up?" was the first thing my brother asked me, lol...
aiyah... wanna do lotsa stuff today sia.. i wanna study.. budden sigh no mood leh... my printer's not working and i'm lazy to set up the old one.. sigh..........
"did you style your hair or did you just wake up?" was the first thing my brother asked me, lol...
aiyah... wanna do lotsa stuff today sia.. i wanna study.. budden sigh no mood leh... my printer's not working and i'm lazy to set up the old one.. sigh..........
Friday, October 15, 2004
要拼才会赢
ai pia zhia e ia... to win, we must work hard...
The exams are coming, so for all SP students who do not feel like studying yet, STUDY! Do well for your half-year modules and finish them off so that you don't have to forward them to the next semester! You hear me? Let's all go up together!
The exams are coming, so for all SP students who do not feel like studying yet, STUDY! Do well for your half-year modules and finish them off so that you don't have to forward them to the next semester! You hear me? Let's all go up together!
mischievous me
ha... looking at myself in the mirror, I can't help noticing the scar I have at the left side of my head. A little part which is just kinda sunk in, just about the size of a screw-head.
Thinking back, it was when I was still living at Holland Drive. Then, I was only around K2 to Primary 1. My grandmother was bathing me and I was very naughty. I kept moving and fidgeting around.. Then I slipped and hit my head against a screw...
Then I think it went in for about a few millimetres. It wasn't painful, thank goodness, or I would've panicked. I was rushed out of the bathroom, then to my mum, who was quick shocked at the sight. After seeing her frightening expression, I started to cry.
She then applied medicine onto the wound. I recall that it was something yellowish. Then she cleared off some of the blood around the wound.
Today, the wound is gone, but the scar still remains, reminding me of that particular incident every single time...
If anyone wants, u can ask me, I'll show u the scar..
Thinking back, it was when I was still living at Holland Drive. Then, I was only around K2 to Primary 1. My grandmother was bathing me and I was very naughty. I kept moving and fidgeting around.. Then I slipped and hit my head against a screw...
Then I think it went in for about a few millimetres. It wasn't painful, thank goodness, or I would've panicked. I was rushed out of the bathroom, then to my mum, who was quick shocked at the sight. After seeing her frightening expression, I started to cry.
She then applied medicine onto the wound. I recall that it was something yellowish. Then she cleared off some of the blood around the wound.
Today, the wound is gone, but the scar still remains, reminding me of that particular incident every single time...
If anyone wants, u can ask me, I'll show u the scar..
Don't worry!
Don't Worry!
Matthew 6:25-34
25 "Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes?
26 Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they?
27 Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?
28 "And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labor or spin.
29 Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these.
30 If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith?
31 So do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?'
32 For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them.
33 But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.
34 Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.
What is being said in this passage is that even though the birds do not do anything useful everyday, they are fed and clothed. Even the lilies which do not work are able to be beautifully taken care of. What more are we? We work hard, we play hard. We are much more worthy than the lilies or birds. Therefore, why must we worry? We should know that everything is already planned and that we should just do our best and let God (or luck, whichever you prefer) to do the rest.
Never worry about tomorrow. Because if you worry about something that may happen tomorrow, it will still happen. If you worry about something that may not happen tomorrow, aren't you wasting your time? So what for worry? Just let each day worry about itself, as mentioned, "tomorrow will worry about itself."
Everyone reading this, hope you all relax abit k? ^^
Tata...
Matthew 6:25-34
25 "Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes?
26 Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they?
27 Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?
28 "And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labor or spin.
29 Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these.
30 If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith?
31 So do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?'
32 For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them.
33 But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.
34 Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.
What is being said in this passage is that even though the birds do not do anything useful everyday, they are fed and clothed. Even the lilies which do not work are able to be beautifully taken care of. What more are we? We work hard, we play hard. We are much more worthy than the lilies or birds. Therefore, why must we worry? We should know that everything is already planned and that we should just do our best and let God (or luck, whichever you prefer) to do the rest.
Never worry about tomorrow. Because if you worry about something that may happen tomorrow, it will still happen. If you worry about something that may not happen tomorrow, aren't you wasting your time? So what for worry? Just let each day worry about itself, as mentioned, "tomorrow will worry about itself."
Everyone reading this, hope you all relax abit k? ^^
Tata...
Je ne comprend pas...
Je vais avoir les examens. J'espère que les examens ne sera pas difficile.
Exams are coming.
Students are fretting.
To pass or to fail.
To succeed or to be defeated.
Lucky or unlucky.
Strong or weak.
Brave or timid.
Confident or afraid.
If there's one thing for anyone to think about, it is that you are able to do it!
Believe in yourself!
Nobody else will do so if you don't!
Exams are coming.
Students are fretting.
To pass or to fail.
To succeed or to be defeated.
Lucky or unlucky.
Strong or weak.
Brave or timid.
Confident or afraid.
If there's one thing for anyone to think about, it is that you are able to do it!
Believe in yourself!
Nobody else will do so if you don't!
Traffic lights
Rainy...
Here before me
Stood a road I must cross.
Oh, the light's green, it's good to go.
I started to walk across the road.
Damn, it turned red.
No! The cars, their engines started to rev up.
No! They were getting bigger.
Stunned, I was unable to run.
Shocked, I was unable to retreat.
Closing my eyes, I sped across,
Unknown was my destination in that dark and cold night.
My eyes, I opened.
All was but a dream...
Here before me
Stood a road I must cross.
Oh, the light's green, it's good to go.
I started to walk across the road.
Damn, it turned red.
No! The cars, their engines started to rev up.
No! They were getting bigger.
Stunned, I was unable to run.
Shocked, I was unable to retreat.
Closing my eyes, I sped across,
Unknown was my destination in that dark and cold night.
My eyes, I opened.
All was but a dream...
Thursday, October 14, 2004
two backpacks off my back..
wa.. today yay... no more vb.. no more tbcm.. omg i'm free from projects.. now i can concentrate on playing my comp*ahem* i mean erm.. studying :P...
ha... sian ar... supposed to do db revision de..but sian la.. chatting lor... :P....
recently like nothing to say one... sigh bye
ha... sian ar... supposed to do db revision de..but sian la.. chatting lor... :P....
recently like nothing to say one... sigh bye
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
ru guo you yi tian
today went sch at 830 sia... yawnzz.....
wa the dbms SIAN AR... first morning 8.30 to 10.. db...
den 10 to 1030 i did some vb
den 1030 to 12... DBMS....
den 12 to 1 VB...
wa liew.. today vb and db wanna kill me ar...
den 1-2 lunch la.. relax... den 2-3 maths... SUPER SIAN.. the teacher teach until he sian ar.. but i really pei fu him for his persistence sia...
3-4 DB... PON LA... wa liew.. i swear ar, today if i do one second of DB i will peng...
haha... den do vb in 2035 lor... do until sian ar... den eileen call me ask me to stay longer ok lor.. stayed till 7 i think... sianzz...
hahaha i hope exam faster pass la.. den no more nonsense... throw away all these lame modules ^^...
k la tata....
wa the dbms SIAN AR... first morning 8.30 to 10.. db...
den 10 to 1030 i did some vb
den 1030 to 12... DBMS....
den 12 to 1 VB...
wa liew.. today vb and db wanna kill me ar...
den 1-2 lunch la.. relax... den 2-3 maths... SUPER SIAN.. the teacher teach until he sian ar.. but i really pei fu him for his persistence sia...
3-4 DB... PON LA... wa liew.. i swear ar, today if i do one second of DB i will peng...
haha... den do vb in 2035 lor... do until sian ar... den eileen call me ask me to stay longer ok lor.. stayed till 7 i think... sianzz...
hahaha i hope exam faster pass la.. den no more nonsense... throw away all these lame modules ^^...
k la tata....
Monday, October 11, 2004
SIGH night
wa.. tonight ar... it seems like nobody is online... everyone is sitting there but they're all dead! nobody's replying to my hi's and there's.. omg man.. what is this...
i'm beginning to suspect that the msn network has some problems... sigh.. dunno la.. i feel so forsaken by the world... :'(...
eh wa.. my vb is about done liao.. but i wanna implement many new stuff leh.. like special stuff.. i want the marks.. I NEED the marks... sigh... nobody understands...
Sigh... vb liao la.. byebye
i'm beginning to suspect that the msn network has some problems... sigh.. dunno la.. i feel so forsaken by the world... :'(...
eh wa.. my vb is about done liao.. but i wanna implement many new stuff leh.. like special stuff.. i want the marks.. I NEED the marks... sigh... nobody understands...
Sigh... vb liao la.. byebye
yawnz.. yawnz.. yawning..
wa.. 2am le.. so tired sia... i'm still doing the darn vb... like forever cannot finish one sia...
my printer's black ink run out liao.. sian... i want it to refill by itself.. haha.. lazy to change the ink cartridge...
wonder what everyone is doing right now... some sleeping.. some dreaming.. some crying... some doing hw.. some doing vb... some making noise... some keeping quiet... i wonder what sia....
sian ar... got vb.. got piano.. got so many stuff.. no more slacking liao.. i must finish all these crap up fast and quick... piano ALOT leh.. i think about 2 pages... :'(... sigh...
oh ya still got french.. i always feel so bad for french... like nv even do the homework one.. only compulsory classwork.. the rest all nv do.. so sad... nv revise also.. but also gd.. means i'm picking up the language naturally.. not by memorization...
YAWNZZZZZ... wa tired sia... wanna die le... i better not sleep yet.. still got vb.. aiyah screw it.. at most tml den do abit lor... sigh i wanna play game sia... so long nv play le.. dunno la...
haha i tend to blabber nonsense at this time of the night.. do bear with me.. i dont normally crap so much :P....
go liao la...
byebye...
my printer's black ink run out liao.. sian... i want it to refill by itself.. haha.. lazy to change the ink cartridge...
wonder what everyone is doing right now... some sleeping.. some dreaming.. some crying... some doing hw.. some doing vb... some making noise... some keeping quiet... i wonder what sia....
sian ar... got vb.. got piano.. got so many stuff.. no more slacking liao.. i must finish all these crap up fast and quick... piano ALOT leh.. i think about 2 pages... :'(... sigh...
oh ya still got french.. i always feel so bad for french... like nv even do the homework one.. only compulsory classwork.. the rest all nv do.. so sad... nv revise also.. but also gd.. means i'm picking up the language naturally.. not by memorization...
YAWNZZZZZ... wa tired sia... wanna die le... i better not sleep yet.. still got vb.. aiyah screw it.. at most tml den do abit lor... sigh i wanna play game sia... so long nv play le.. dunno la...
haha i tend to blabber nonsense at this time of the night.. do bear with me.. i dont normally crap so much :P....
go liao la...
byebye...
Sunday, October 10, 2004
wherever you are...
today sian ar.. at first went to eat lunch with family and then went out abit.. same like every other saturday..
my bro's fren is here again. he has his exams next week.. he isn't worried... but i guess i'm abit..
concentrate on ur O's la j...
next week i have to submit my resumé and Vb project. i'm done with my resume but not my vb. I'm quite worried about the vb... but i'm sure i can finish it ^^.. ya.. i hope so...
i need the time...
two weeks later is study week. that'll be when we wrap up all our crap and put it into the bins.
three weeks later is exam week. after that'll be HAPPY MONTH. hahahha i'm SOOOO looking forward to it...
Known Exam Timings:
ModuleCode ModuleTitle Date Time Venue Seat No
MS0105 MATH 27 Oct 2004 9:00am - 11:10am TBA TBA
ST0114 DBMS 28 Oct 2004 9:00am - 11:10am TBA TBA
ST0109 TBCM 29 Oct 2004 6:00pm - 8:10pm TBA TBA
ST0115 UWOS 2 Nov 2004 6:00pm - 8:10pm TBA TBA
ST0110 VBAS 4 Nov 2004 2:00pm - 4:10pm TBA TBA
Guys from 1b21, 1b22, 1a05 and anyone else from sp i know.. study hard k??? just finish these dumb papers and we wont have to think about them anymore... ;)
my bro's fren is here again. he has his exams next week.. he isn't worried... but i guess i'm abit..
concentrate on ur O's la j...
next week i have to submit my resumé and Vb project. i'm done with my resume but not my vb. I'm quite worried about the vb... but i'm sure i can finish it ^^.. ya.. i hope so...
i need the time...
two weeks later is study week. that'll be when we wrap up all our crap and put it into the bins.
three weeks later is exam week. after that'll be HAPPY MONTH. hahahha i'm SOOOO looking forward to it...
Known Exam Timings:
ModuleCode ModuleTitle Date Time Venue Seat No
MS0105 MATH 27 Oct 2004 9:00am - 11:10am TBA TBA
ST0114 DBMS 28 Oct 2004 9:00am - 11:10am TBA TBA
ST0109 TBCM 29 Oct 2004 6:00pm - 8:10pm TBA TBA
ST0115 UWOS 2 Nov 2004 6:00pm - 8:10pm TBA TBA
ST0110 VBAS 4 Nov 2004 2:00pm - 4:10pm TBA TBA
Guys from 1b21, 1b22, 1a05 and anyone else from sp i know.. study hard k??? just finish these dumb papers and we wont have to think about them anymore... ;)
feel
when you said, "I have decided. I want you no more."
I was supposed to feel sad. I was not.
when you said, "I don't like you anymore."
I was supposed to feel devastated. I was not.
when you said, "I want to take back what I said."
I was supposed to feel elated. I was not.
At first, when you said what you have said,
I could feel that something happened.
My feelings for you were crushed up,
They were crushed, and then thrown out.
They were destroyed.
They became like ash, which is what's left of anything which had been burnt.
They became like water, which is what's left of anything which had melted.
They became like air, which was once here and is now gone.
When you said that you wanted to take your words back,
I'm sorry;
Unless you can gather every drop of water back
After pouring a bowl of water onto the floor,
Nothing is of use now.
Your life will continue well without me.
I was supposed to feel sad. I was not.
when you said, "I don't like you anymore."
I was supposed to feel devastated. I was not.
when you said, "I want to take back what I said."
I was supposed to feel elated. I was not.
At first, when you said what you have said,
I could feel that something happened.
My feelings for you were crushed up,
They were crushed, and then thrown out.
They were destroyed.
They became like ash, which is what's left of anything which had been burnt.
They became like water, which is what's left of anything which had melted.
They became like air, which was once here and is now gone.
When you said that you wanted to take your words back,
I'm sorry;
Unless you can gather every drop of water back
After pouring a bowl of water onto the floor,
Nothing is of use now.
Your life will continue well without me.
beautiful sweet innocent love....
btw.. congrats jr.. i wish the two of u all the best.. hope u two will last till 白头偕老。
wa... 从orchard回来。。 有点累。。 刚才出去时，走遍了整个orchard。。然后还从GreatWorld走到tiongbahruplaza。。 哈哈。。有点siao但是还好啦。。
本 来今天是想在家把project搞好的。。但是真的真的很闷。。MSN网络down，Blackboard也down。。。真得很倒霉。。。 而且本来是打算要看电影的。。。买票时，不是卖完了，就是座位位子差。。。sian。。。但是最后我们走来走去讲话也不错。。哈哈。。蛮有趣得哦。。^^
哈哈。。现在我会从GreatWorld到TiongBahruPlaza的路了。。我好聪明哦。。：P
好啦。。我现在又该去做我的vb project了。。再见。。拜拜。。
雄
wa... 从orchard回来。。 有点累。。 刚才出去时，走遍了整个orchard。。然后还从GreatWorld走到tiongbahruplaza。。 哈哈。。有点siao但是还好啦。。
本 来今天是想在家把project搞好的。。但是真的真的很闷。。MSN网络down，Blackboard也down。。。真得很倒霉。。。 而且本来是打算要看电影的。。。买票时，不是卖完了，就是座位位子差。。。sian。。。但是最后我们走来走去讲话也不错。。哈哈。。蛮有趣得哦。。^^
哈哈。。现在我会从GreatWorld到TiongBahruPlaza的路了。。我好聪明哦。。：P
好啦。。我现在又该去做我的vb project了。。再见。。拜拜。。
雄
Saturday, October 09, 2004
there was no way of knowing...
tired me... just woke up around 12.. thanks to eileen's good morning sms (grrrrr...) :P..
budden ok la.. sian ar.. about to do vb now.. AGAIN... i'm gonna be programming like hell today at home.. just like a Neeerrrrddd.... ^^.. Isn't it fun? (yea sure...)
I wanna go out!! wanna go walk walk... Saya nak pergi jalan jalan... haha...
kalau saya tak bolek depat perempuan itu, saya tak marah kerana saya dah tak ada rasa untuk dia...
so sian... haha.. wanna go do programming le.. rem to tag my tboard if u read hor. ^^
budden ok la.. sian ar.. about to do vb now.. AGAIN... i'm gonna be programming like hell today at home.. just like a Neeerrrrddd.... ^^.. Isn't it fun? (yea sure...)
I wanna go out!! wanna go walk walk... Saya nak pergi jalan jalan... haha...
kalau saya tak bolek depat perempuan itu, saya tak marah kerana saya dah tak ada rasa untuk dia...
so sian... haha.. wanna go do programming le.. rem to tag my tboard if u read hor. ^^
Friday, October 08, 2004
My future's brighter?
wa... sian sia.. I've been doing Visual Basic since god knows when... chatting on msn now.. really bored..
my day was fine... boring in fact... it's sad that jack koh has to stop being a lecturer.. is it cuz he's retiring? or cuz of his illness? i dont know... but it's sad... he's such a good lecturer.. then teachers like miss han get to stay on like screwed up mofos... thank god she's quitting as well.. hahha cya suxor... stupid one lor.. say me just cuz i use hp in class. like c'mon.. who cares anyway? :P..
basically sian ar... today the vb tutorial was boring.. almost slept... uwos was ok.. very fun... dbms was sian.. but ok la.. kenny's nice... just sian lor maybe nobody's gonna teach us next sem le... sigh...
my bro's fren's here.. so sian.. they're having fun at the ps2.. i'm so hungry...
k la go eat le.. tata
my day was fine... boring in fact... it's sad that jack koh has to stop being a lecturer.. is it cuz he's retiring? or cuz of his illness? i dont know... but it's sad... he's such a good lecturer.. then teachers like miss han get to stay on like screwed up mofos... thank god she's quitting as well.. hahha cya suxor... stupid one lor.. say me just cuz i use hp in class. like c'mon.. who cares anyway? :P..
basically sian ar... today the vb tutorial was boring.. almost slept... uwos was ok.. very fun... dbms was sian.. but ok la.. kenny's nice... just sian lor maybe nobody's gonna teach us next sem le... sigh...
my bro's fren's here.. so sian.. they're having fun at the ps2.. i'm so hungry...
k la go eat le.. tata
Thursday, October 07, 2004
pain
They asked, "Why must we feel pain? Why must we have evil in this world?"
He answered, "If you do not feel pain, will you know what happiness is? If you do not have evil, will you know what goodness is?"
I don't need to know how happiness feels like so well.. Please... spare the pain a little, all right?
He answered, "If you do not feel pain, will you know what happiness is? If you do not have evil, will you know what goodness is?"
I don't need to know how happiness feels like so well.. Please... spare the pain a little, all right?
Monday, October 04, 2004
afterburner wooooo
today has been fine ar... maths quiz i scored 5/5 again ^^.. So happy..
after sch we did crs and wenquan fell asleep for 15mins hahahaha.. winner lor.. stunt sia.. play stunt by sleeping in the Self-Access Learning Centre... den we ate after that and did some project work... gotta rush my speech later. cuz i have to present on weds lor.. sian sia...
anyway.. today has been boring... only thing is boontat kept suaning me lor.. haha lidat also happy.. :P.. same la.. boring day.. nothing interesting to report... n_n..
k la.. go do proj le.. tata
after sch we did crs and wenquan fell asleep for 15mins hahahaha.. winner lor.. stunt sia.. play stunt by sleeping in the Self-Access Learning Centre... den we ate after that and did some project work... gotta rush my speech later. cuz i have to present on weds lor.. sian sia...
anyway.. today has been boring... only thing is boontat kept suaning me lor.. haha lidat also happy.. :P.. same la.. boring day.. nothing interesting to report... n_n..
k la.. go do proj le.. tata
just for u... dyy
This blog entry is specially for u...
dyy... I hope you'll cheer up.. although you may have loved him a whole lot, and the pain you felt may be unbearable, i hope you will one day forget about it totally.. You'll find someone better, someone who will not treat you that way...
try not to cheat yourself, dyy, it's not worth it... we are all humans.. humans feel.. we don't need to be happy 24/7... we can always be sad... angry... jealous... or even feel hatred... it's fine.. we are but mere flesh and blood... happiness is only one of the many feelings that we feel...
i just hope that u'll be better soon... it's sad to see u this way... may someone who's better come your way soon...
dyy... I hope you'll cheer up.. although you may have loved him a whole lot, and the pain you felt may be unbearable, i hope you will one day forget about it totally.. You'll find someone better, someone who will not treat you that way...
try not to cheat yourself, dyy, it's not worth it... we are all humans.. humans feel.. we don't need to be happy 24/7... we can always be sad... angry... jealous... or even feel hatred... it's fine.. we are but mere flesh and blood... happiness is only one of the many feelings that we feel...
i just hope that u'll be better soon... it's sad to see u this way... may someone who's better come your way soon...
late night blogging..
Yoyo... up late doing my vb project.. tiring but oh well...
miss ya...
I've totally nothing to say.. dunno why... k la.. anyway...
Haha.. changed my hairstyle.. hope it's not weird... anyway here's a preview...
miss ya...
I've totally nothing to say.. dunno why... k la.. anyway...
Haha.. changed my hairstyle.. hope it's not weird... anyway here's a preview...
Saturday, October 02, 2004
Fishing
Adapted from a Korean drama
Guy : "What do you want to do tomorrow?"
Lady : "Let's go fishing. Let's catch an enormous fish!"
Guy : "Why do you want to catch a fish for? You don't eat sashimi.."
Lady : "I want to catch it, and release it back."
Guy : "What for release it back when you have spent so much effort in order to catch it?"
Lady : "I feel that the fulfilment of being able to catch the fish is sufficient."
Guy : "I don't think so, I feel that once I have gotten the fish, I want to hold on to it. I'm selfish."
Lady looks at guy without expression.
Guy : "To make sashimi, of course."
Guy smiles.
How meaningful...
Guy : "What do you want to do tomorrow?"
Lady : "Let's go fishing. Let's catch an enormous fish!"
Guy : "Why do you want to catch a fish for? You don't eat sashimi.."
Lady : "I want to catch it, and release it back."
Guy : "What for release it back when you have spent so much effort in order to catch it?"
Lady : "I feel that the fulfilment of being able to catch the fish is sufficient."
Guy : "I don't think so, I feel that once I have gotten the fish, I want to hold on to it. I'm selfish."
Lady looks at guy without expression.
Guy : "To make sashimi, of course."
Guy smiles.
How meaningful...
contrasting views
hey...
- Yaoyu & Ruiqing ar... cheer up la... although i dunno what is the exact reason for ur sadness and frustration, but just cheer up k? ^_^.. try lor...
- Boontat & guys ar... maybe i nv notice la, but Jiarui mentioned to me and i kinda feel that maybe sometimes i just impose my views on u all too much.. i gotta give more respect to ur views as well.. so sorry...
- You.. hope you can find out who's that special one for you... don't drag it on le... u know whom you'll be happier with... just dare to decide..
- dy.. sigh u ar.. tell u le.. dont mess up ur thinking.. it was fine the way it was.. just believe in what u believe in.. you'll find ur special someone... dont worry...
- Hope everyone's lifes become better soon... i hate this world... god i don't think u exist...
Yawnzzzz
Just came back from a little outing with jess.. wa tiring sia.. but was fun. haha walked around orchard like as if it was a playground..
Tired day today. Really happy that two out of four projects are completed. This is really a huge relief for me... I'm so tired.. I misspelled happy as happen. now i'm left with CRS and VBAS projects. Oh.. damn and the stupid TBCM new project. Gotta wear formal again.. Have to go get shoes.. sian...
ha.. legs hurt so much...
Gu dan bei ban qiu... what a beautiful song by Ocean..
reminds you of me? the song gives me a beautiful feeling which reminds me of u too...
sigh...
Tired day today. Really happy that two out of four projects are completed. This is really a huge relief for me... I'm so tired.. I misspelled happy as happen. now i'm left with CRS and VBAS projects. Oh.. damn and the stupid TBCM new project. Gotta wear formal again.. Have to go get shoes.. sian...
ha.. legs hurt so much...
Gu dan bei ban qiu... what a beautiful song by Ocean..
reminds you of me? the song gives me a beautiful feeling which reminds me of u too...
sigh...
Friday, October 01, 2004
realization of reality
Morning :D... It's Childrens' Day today ^^.. I'm so happy. Yea Sure...
Je suis jaloux...
Just woke up not long ago. Stupid alarm always gets on my nerves... The stupid evanescence song. BRING me to LIFE. Bring lor like I care...
Chat chat chat... I'm not sure of what I'm doing.. I haven't practised my piano... I haven't done my French... I haven't done my Maths.. What am I doing to myself?????? Sigh...
Some friendships have come and gone.. Terrible as it may sound and seem.. but it just happens... sigh..
Je suis jaloux...
Just woke up not long ago. Stupid alarm always gets on my nerves... The stupid evanescence song. BRING me to LIFE. Bring lor like I care...
Chat chat chat... I'm not sure of what I'm doing.. I haven't practised my piano... I haven't done my French... I haven't done my Maths.. What am I doing to myself?????? Sigh...
Some friendships have come and gone.. Terrible as it may sound and seem.. but it just happens... sigh..
a chance pls give
sigh just finished my project.. it's 2.30am.. so tired... sigh... i wanna die le...
sigh.. i cant go for your bday.. so sad... happy bday anyway.. still dunno wad to get for u...
Sigh.. TIRED AS HELL...
i wanna see you... i miss u so much... i'm not obsessed about you... i'm crazy about u...
sigh.. i cant go for your bday.. so sad... happy bday anyway.. still dunno wad to get for u...
Sigh.. TIRED AS HELL...
i wanna see you... i miss u so much... i'm not obsessed about you... i'm crazy about u...
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