Monday, January 31, 2005

beautiful world

smile, because the earth is still spinning.
smile, because the world is still living.
smile, because there's still love in this dark lonely night.

cheer up, for the sun will keep shining.
cheer up, for the skies will one day be clear.
cheer up, for the darkness will not last.

enjoy, for there will always be sadness.
have fun, for there will always be gladness.
love, for that special someone is still not found.

though the plants wilt for winter, they grow again as soon as the ice melts in spring.
though the salmons know that they'll die, they painstakingly swim upstream to procreate.
though everyone will die, not having anything in the end, we still live on for each day.

life is beautiful, like the world.

Saturday, January 29, 2005

CIP Sucks my life away

Sian ar.. today I went to do CIP. We opted to do Data entry. So we sat in an office running "pre-gigahertz" computers entering records of data into excel sheets. Ok. Wasn't a wise choice, relocation was slackier. Anyway, fine, so we finished the 7 hours. I passed my file of data to junjie as he needed 3 more hours.

Went to toh payoh central to eat at the foodcourt. Then everyone left. SIAN. I suggested going to orchard to walk walk. But nobody wanted to. So I went home lor.

Slept abit. Unproductive day. :(..

life

Had a weird nightmare last night. In the nightmare, after somebody's funeral, I kept feeling this uneasy feeling. Then sometimes when I look into the sky, I would see this outline of an eye. It followed me everywhere I went. It kept following me, from Friday, Saturday to Sunday (of course, still in the nightmare). Then, finally, on Monday, in the dream, I was sitting in this room with my mother and brother. I think my mum asked whether anyone felt uneasy after the funeral. I said I felt so. Then, I awoke to the sound of my alarm..

I'm so tired today. Sigh.


There's no universal way to live a life.
Neither is there a right or wrong way.

Thursday, January 27, 2005

wa tired.

Wa.. came back.. did alot of stuff.. programmed like hell.. i'm so damn fatigued now... i dunno how to continue implementing the stuff... sigh...

fucked up feeling

I don't wanna put on my socks...
I don't wanna leave my house...
I don't wanna leave...
I don't wanna attend lessons...
I don't wanna do anything at all today...

Sigh....

How the hell'd we wind up like this?
Why wasn't I able to see the signs that I missed?



Silly little me.
Killing myself with my stupidity.


Wondering thoughts converge on the same location.
Please stop, stop reminding me of this, and of that.
Because it's enough.


Heaven, please send an angel for me.
I feel like the world has darkened around me.
Please show me the light of the world.


I can't differentiate the day from the night, anymore.


Quand on veut, on peut!

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

yooza..

sian.. IDEA project by next weds. CD CIP work by next Sat. Tests by 14/2... assignments by two weeks after chinese new year days.. wtf man...

stress ar...

for those who are feeling the stress as well, SHOUT IT OUT!!! WHOAAA..... nuts man these projects.. just finish them asap and have fun asap as well :)

you are a masochist

You derive happiness from others' misfortune.
I was sad and yet you were smiling.
Smiling in front of my face, spiting me.
I fucking hate you, you fucking hypocrite.

If the tables were turned on you, I would fucking kill you with words.

But it's ok. I forgive you.

wound the freshest

early morning.
beautiful day.
washed-up face.
fresh.

songs playing.
soothing the soul.
eating.
soothing the body.

may the day be beautiful.
may hypocrites vanish.
may things which will cause unhappiness onto me disappear into thin air.

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

Condemn me

I'm hurt. No one understands me. Why...?

I'm lost in a world which doesn't know me... Oh my god.. What is happening...?

OMG...

strawberry on the shortcake

Sigh, Manato didn't end up with Sawamura... He ended up with Yui.. I thought Yui would've continued to like her senior... Sigh... But it was sweet as well..

Guy: But you know? When someone truly falls in love, they turn into cowards.
Even when I was trying to tell her that I loved her, I could only do it half-jokingly.

Girl: Because you were afraid to lose her?

Guy *lights a cigarette*

they say the taste of sadness is sweet

It rained but without an umbrella you ran.
Shelter available but rain was preferred.
Would you know if the road was made of sand?
Would you know if lightning was streaking around the corner of the sky?

A spectator I feel I am,
Watching the play continue.
I see the characters but I can't influence them.
I watch as they walk by.

I am but a passer-by.
I see but I cannot affect.
I watch but I cannot change.
I notice but I cannot modify.

Never am I the person who changes a thing.
The outcome of the situation, I'm never able to affect.
My influence ends at the tips of my fingers,
As well as the tips of my toes.

What horrible sin have I committed?
To be cast away in banishment.
I am always the second best.
I am always the worse person.

Maybe this is but a test,
I have to overcome before I awake,
To find myself in the past,
Reliving my mistakes.

But whatever it be so,
Let it not go on.
For I am not amused,
By this terrible torture.

No, I am not a masochist. Hurt does not pleasure me.
I'm hurt. I'm fucking hurt.


I'm really fucking hurt.

understand me nobody does

Sunday, January 23, 2005

Human nature

When pursued, one runs.
When one runs, one gets pursued.

Saturday, January 22, 2005

Lyrics - 容祖儿 - 挥着翅膀的女孩 (Joey Yung Zhu Er - The Girl Wielding Wings)

当 我还是 一个懵懂的女孩 遇到爱
When I was still an ignorant girl, I met love
不懂爱 从过去 到现在
Not knowing love, from then, till now
直到他 也离开 留我在云海徘徊
Until he left also, left me in the sea of clouds to pace back and forth
明白没人能取代 他曾给我的信赖
Understanding that no one can replace, the faith I had in him

See me fly, I'm proud to fly up high
(same as above)
不能一直依赖 别人给我拥戴
I can't always depend on the courage given to me by others
Believe me I can fly, I'm singing in the sky
(same as above)
就算风雨覆盖 我也不怕重来
Even though the winds and rain will cover it, I'm not afraid to try again

我 已不是 那个懵懂的女孩 遇到爱
I'm already not that ignorant girl, I met love
用力爱 仍信 真爱
Made an effort to love, still believing in true love
风雨来 不避开 谦虚把头低下来
The winds and rain came, not avoiding them, I modestly put down my head
像沙鸥来去天地 只为寻一个奇迹
Like a seagull travelling around the world, just to look for a miracle

See me fly, I'm proud to fly up high
(same as above)
生命已经打开 我要那种精彩
Life has already opened, I want that kind of excitement
Believe me I can fly, I'm singing in the sky
(same as above)
你曾经对我说 做勇敢的女孩
You ever told me to be a brave girl

我盼有一天能和你 相见
I hope that there will be a day that I can meet up with you
骄傲地对着天空说 是借着你的风
So that I can proudly tell the world, that it's because of you
Let me fly, I'm proud to fly up high
(same as above)
生命已经打开 我要那种精彩
Life has already opened, I want that kind of excitement
Believe me I can fly, I'm singing in the sky
(same as above)
你曾经对我说 做勇敢的女孩
You ever told me to be a brave girl

我不会独单 因为你 都在
I will not be lonely, because you exist

show me an alternative

Show me an alternative, god, if there is one, if you exist. Because I see none around.

There is a system restore for computers, I wonder if there's one for humans.

How about a scandisk for humans that make everything right?

Ok, even if we can't fix those, why not just give me a keyboard which can program my life. Let me reprogram it, fixing those semantic errors that your compiler or parser did not find.

For I find that the life you have created for me has too many variables. Is programmed in spaghetti code and has totally no sense of object-orientation.

For example, sometimes, I get caught in an infinite loop which thinking of someone. There's no way for the program to quit naturally. I had to intervent manually, stopping the loop all at once, moving on with the program.

Other times, when I'm at a If...Else If...Else statement, I always compare the conditions wrongly.
  • If Decision_A is better than Decision_B Then
    • Maybe Do A
    • Maybe Do B
    • Maybe Do Nothing
    • Call Next Decision Choice
  • End If
Sigh.. Then, sometimes when you try to do something right, it goes wrongly. Why? Maybe the pre-defined functions are defined wrongly. Maybe I need to write my own classes.
  • Currently-
    • Function when_Fail_or_mayFail
      • Aiyah Give Up La
      • Don wan leh.
      • Aiyah Give Up La
      • Ok la.
    • End Function
  • Should be-
    • Function when_Fail_or_mayFail
      • If PossibilityOfFailing IsHigher Than PossibilityOfSuccess Then
        • Give Up Ba.
      • Else
        • Try_Again
      • End If
    • End Function
Sometimes, if life were just a big program, it would have been much easier to live life. But too bad it isn't.

Should I?

Friday, January 21, 2005

opinions are strongly influenced by personal desires

As much as the most of us don't know it and don't like to admit it, our opinions and the choices we make for others, such as our friends, are heavily influenced by our own personal desires. When a friend asks us, "What should I do?" We intepret it as, "What would I do if I were him/her?"

Imagine this, Kim and Jane are friends. Kim has always wanted a pet dog, but her parents would never allow her to keep a pet. One day, Jane asks Kim if she (Jane) should get a pet. Kim will tell her to do so without hesitation. Because it has always been her desire to own a pet, she will have an opinion that it is better to own a pet.

Overall, what we want to have but cannot have, we will want others to have them. What we can have but do not want to have, we will hope that others do not have them as well.

Feel free to argue with my reasoning by adding a comment.

Thursday, January 20, 2005

Lyrics - 阿桑 - 叶子 (Ah Sang - A Leaf)

叶子 是不会飞翔的翅膀
Leaf, it's a wing that doesn't fly.
翅膀 是落在天上的叶子
Wing, it's a leaf that has fallen onto the sky.
天堂 原来应该不是妄想
Heaven, it's actually not a delusion.
只是我早已经遗忘
It's only that I have already forgotten.
当初怎么开始飞翔
At then, How did I start to fly.
孤单 是一个人的狂欢
Loneliness, it's a revelry of one person.
狂欢 是一群人的孤单
Revelry, it's the loneliness of a group.
爱情 原来的开始是陪伴
Love, at the start it's actually companionship.
但我也渐渐地遗忘
But I am gradually forgetting.
当时是怎样有人陪伴
At the start, how I had someone there for me.

我一个人吃饭 旅行 到处 走走停停
I have my meals, travel, walk and stop everywhere by myself.
也一个人看书 写信 自己对话谈心
Also, I read books, write letters, converse and confide in myself.
只是心又飘到了哪里
But where has my heart flown to?
就连自己看也看不清
I don't even know myself.
我想我不仅仅是失去你
I think that I did not merely lose you.

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

sadness comes in pairs

sigh.. my piano teacher is either changing branch or changing company or smth, he informed all of his students that they will have a new teacher from next month onwards. Omg... :(... so sad...

So I've decided, to move my piano to saturday. Since the teacher is gonna be changed anyway, so who cares...

I also found out that.. everytime after piano, i feel this sense of sadness... i dunno why.. it's just that every weds after piano while walking back to city hall from funan, i feel this sense of sadnesss..... sigh.....anyway... sigh...

i learnt that my mouth rings can be stained.. hehe... they turned pinkish red today.. i'm guessing either my coffee or that bbq sauce in my chicken chop today.. hehe....

that's about it... my life sux.

there's hope beyond the pain

Wa.. so boring.. I'm in Java class right now... Finished all the practicals that the teacher had assigned. C'mon!! I need new ones!!

Currently listening to MP3s on a $2000 MP3 Player.. hehe.. on Jiarui's gf's laptop. Wa... battery draining sia.. hehe... "But only LOVE.... can say... try again or walk again... but i believe, for you and me, the sun will shine one day..."

Wa... what a nice Java prac lesson...

Sometimes the things that matter the most are the things that are the least noticed,
Many people neglect those who are around them, but cherish their existence only when they're gone.

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

Lyrics - Don Henley & Patty Smith - Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough

I don’t wanna lose you,
I don’t wanna use you
Just to have somebody by my side
And I don’t wanna hate you
I don’t wanna take you
But I don’t wanna be the one to cry
That don’t really matter to anyone, anymore
But like a fool I keep losing my place
And I keep seeing you walk through that door

But there’s a danger in loving somebody too much
And it’s sad when you know it’s your heart you can’t trust
There’s a reason why people don’t stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain’t enough

Now I could never change you
I don’t wanna blame you
Baby you don’t have to take the fall
Yes I may have hurt you
But I did not desert you
Maybe I just wanna have it all
It makes a sound like thunder
It makes me feel like rain
And like a fool who will never see the truth
I keep thinking something’s gonna change

But there’s a danger in loving somebody too much
And it’s sad when you know it’s your heart you can’t trust
There’s a reason why people don’t stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain’t enough

And there’s no way home
When it’s late at night and you’re all alone
Are there things that you wanted to say
Do you feel me beside you in your bed
There beside you where I used to lay

And there’s a danger in loving somebody too much
And it’s sad when you know it’s your heart they can’t touch.
There’s a reason why people don’t stay who they are
Cause baby sometimes love just ain’t enough.
Baby sometimes love just ain’t enough.

Monday, January 17, 2005

Lyrics - 周杰伦 - 开不了口 (Jay Chou - Unable to say)

才离开没多久就开始 担心今天的妳过得好不好
Just left for quite awhile, and I'm worrying about whether you're fine today.
整个画面是妳 想妳想的睡不着
The whole image is you, I'm thinking of you till I cannot fall asleep.
嘴嘟嘟那可爱的模样 还有在妳身上香香的味道
That cute appearance of your pointed lips, and that fragrant scent from your body.
我的快乐是妳 想妳想的都会笑
My happiness is you; Even thinking of you will make me smile.
没有妳在我有多难熬(没有妳在我有多难熬多烦恼)
Without you here, it is so unendurable. (Without you here it's so unendurable and so frustrating)
没有妳烦我有多烦恼(没有妳烦我有多烦恼多难熬)
Without your irritation, it's so frustrating. (Without your irritation it's so frustrating and so unendurable)
穿过云层 我试着努力向妳奔跑
Diving through the clouds, I tried diligently to run towards you.
爱才送到 妳却已在别人怀抱
The love has just been delivered to you, but you are already in someone else's arms.
就是开不了口 让她知道
It's just that I'm unable to open my mouth and let her know
我一定会呵护着妳 也逗妳笑
That I will surely protect her and make her smile.
妳对我有多重要 我后悔没 让妳知道
How important you are to me; I regret that I did not let you know.
安静的听妳撒娇 看妳睡着 一直到老
I'll Just silently listen to your tantrums, look at you fall asleep, till I'm old.
就是开不了口 让她知道
It's just that I'm unable to open my mouth and let her know
就是那么简单几句 我办不到
It's just these simple few sentences but I can't do it.
整颗心悬在半空 我只能够 远远看着
The whole heart hangs in mid-air but I can only look at it from afar.
这些我都做得到 但那个人已经不是我
All these I can do, but that person is already not me.

Sunday, January 16, 2005

Abilene paradox

People can make decisions based not on what they actually want to do, but on what they think that other people want to do, with the result that everybody decides to do something that nobody really wants to do, but only what they thought that everybody else wanted to do.

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yo.. I dyed my hair brown again!! :D... It looks better than black i have to say :P

yellow river

Walking,
Feeling,
Hurting,
Crying.

Still continuing,
Always trying,
Surely tiring,
Not stopping.

Must it end?
Will it start?
Ever will begin?
Never will end?

Why is it so?
Is it just me?
Maybe I am wrong,
Surely this can't be?

Maybe I will never know,
Perhaps this is not real,
Life may be a dream,
One where we live in.

Is life just a dream that we wake up from when we die?
Or is death just a way to remind us that everything good must end?

Maybe death is just a reminder,
Sitting quietly in the corner,
Always telling us,
"Remember, you have only this much time to do what you want to.
If you do not cherish the time that you have,
If you do not make full use of the life you have,
If you do not do what you feel like doing,
When the day that I have to take your life comes,
I'm sorry,
You will never have another chance to do what you want to."

Do you want to put off to tomorrow what you can do today?

"Nah, I'll just do it tomorrow.."
"I won't do it... it will just fail..."
"No point.. I already know the answer.."
"Forget it.. it will not work.."

When you die, the regrets for these will never be felt by anyone still living.

Do you want to grow old, and remember, why didn't I do this or that when I had the chance?
Do you want to lie on your deathbed, and think, why didn't I do this or that when I still could?
Do you want to die, and forget, everything you have ever wanted to achieve or do?

If you love someone, protect him/her.
If you like someone, cherish him/her.
If you care for someone, do it well.

Those of you who are with someone else, take out your phone, give him/her a call, tell them you miss them.
Those of you who are not, call someone whom you really feel like talking to.

Sigh...
je vous aime.. aimez-vous moi? avez-vous un sentiment pour moi?

Saturday, January 15, 2005

CIP Day 1

Wah.. went to SAGE at Toh Payoh to do some CIP today. We helped them with the relocation. Ahh, it was really interesting. At first I helped to move some heavy stuff (e.g. tables, TVs, computers, etc.). Then I went to the back to help them sweep the mud. Wa.. it was pretty tiring.. but it was fun, I have to admit :).

After CIP we had lunch at Toh Payoh area, following that, Wenquan and I went to Queensway Shopping Centre. Ah.. nice sia the shirts... bought this shirt from this shop, nice ar.. second shirt this week, hehe.. first one was a quiksilver one..

I feel like translating another song today :). maybe later ba..

Bagaimana hendak beritahu dia perasaan ini?
(Thanks to Ferina for the correction)

Friday, January 14, 2005

Lyrics - 周杰伦 & 温岚 - 屋顶 (Jay Chou and WF - Roof-top)

[男]半夜睡不着觉 把心情哼成歌 只好到屋顶找另一个梦境
[Male]I can't sleep at night. Humming my feelings into a song, I can only go to the roof-top to look for a dreamland.
[女]睡梦中被敲醒 我还是不确定 怎会有动人旋律在对面的屋顶
[Female]I got awoken from my dreams. I'm still not sure. Why is there a touching melody from the opposite roof-top?
[女]我悄悄关上门 带着希望上去 原来是我梦里常出现的那个人
[Female]I quietly close the door. Having hopes, I ascend. It's actually that person who always appears in my dreams.
[男]那个人不就是我梦里那模糊的人 我们有同样的默契
[Male]Isn't that the blurry person from my dreams? We have the same understanding.
[男]用天线 [女]用天线
[Male/Female] Using the antenna,
[女]排成爱你的形状 Ho~Ho~ ([男]排成爱你的形状 Ho~Ho~)
[Male/Female] To arrange into the shape of my love for you.
[女]在屋顶唱着你的歌 ([男]在屋顶和我爱的人)
[Female]Singing your song on the roof-top ([Male]On the roof-top with the person I love.)
[女]让星星点缀成最浪漫的夜晚 ([男]浪漫的夜晚)
[Female]Let the stars embellish this into the most romantic evening. ([Male]Romantic evening)
[合]拥抱这时刻 这一分一秒全都停止 ([男]爱开始纠结)
[Both]At the moment when we hug, this minute, this second, everything stops. ([Male]Our love begins to intertwine.)
[女]在屋顶唱着你的歌 ([男]在屋顶和我爱的人)
[Female]Singing your song on the roof-top ([Male]On the roof-top with the person I love.)
[女]将泛黄的夜献给最孤独的月 ([男]最孤独的月)
[Female]Let the evening which will exude yellow be given to the most lonely month. ([Male]Most lonely month.)
[合]拥抱这时刻 这一分一秒全都停止 ([男]爱开始纠结)
[Both]At the moment when we hug, this minute, this second, everything stops. ([Male]Our love begins to intertwine.)
[合]梦有你而美
[Both]Dreams are beautiful only because of you.
[女]让我爱你是谁 ([男]是我~)
[Female]Who caused me to love you? ([Male]It's me.)
[女]让你爱我是谁 ([男]是你~)
[Female]Who caused you to love me? ([Male]It's you.)
[合]怎会有动人旋律环绕在我俩的身边
[Both]Why is there a touching melody surrounding the both of us?
[女]让我爱你是谁 ([男]是我~)
[Female]Who caused me to love you? ([Male]It's me.)
[女]让你爱我是谁 ([男]是你~)
[Female]Who caused you to love me? ([Male]It's you.)
[合]原来是这屋顶有美丽的邂逅
[Both]So it's actually this roof-top with the beautiful unexpected meeting.

Thursday, January 13, 2005

Unique Thinking

What is this I feel?
That brings my heart to beat quickly.
My gaze is drawn to you everytime you appear.
Your smile brightens up my world.

Why does it seem to be like this?
I want to know you so much better.
I hope that time slows down when I'm talking to you.
Maybe I'm only lying to myself.

When did it all happen?
It only seems like yesterday when I noticed.
Keeping myself occupied will not let me forget you for even a second.
Why do you seem to be so cold?

Love me or not, I'm yours...

new neighbours in my mouth

grr.. from today onwards i have to wear these rubber bands with my braces :(... i need only take them out when i brush my teeth.. troublesome sia.... i hope it doesn't last long..

where are you...?

Melancholy Dream

I just woke up from the weirdest dream I had in months.

I dreamt of one of my ex (won't say which) and a few other friends. We were in this building. Attending some talk in this lecture hall. Then after it finished, everyone came out. At the lobby, my ex, with a medium-sized backpack, lighted a cigarette and smoked it (which is really unrealistic). Two of my friends just took the lift and went upstairs. Somehow, there were two lifts, one went up and the other went down. Then the downwards-bound lift came, and everyone boarded, except one guy. He was so drunk that he stumbled for awhile before stepping in.

Then I woke up.

Wa.. if it was real, and everyone has become so messed up, I'd rather the lift exploded and killed everyone inside..

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

Insignificant Individual

Walking down the street.
The lights are not bright.
Cars drive past, people walk by.
Nobody seems to care.

I see a thousand faces on the way.
Do I see you in the crowd?
Am I able to recognize anyone?
Sorry to say, but the answers are no.

Cars zip by.
I walk, slumped, down the street.
Street lights beam down, casting my shadow upon the floor.
I can see the fatigue on my grey clone lying on the ground.

Thoughts race through my mind.
I see lights flashing.
My vision blurring.
I am confused.

I run.
I need to hide.
I've been abducted.
I'm in a place to which I don't belong.

Alone.
Self.
Lonely.
Insignificant.

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

There is no Wrong in Love.

When two are together, it's called a relationship.
In a relationship, some may choose to give and take, some prefer to compromise.
While compromising, some may prefer to give in more, some may prefer to give in less.
Some think that the girl should be more forgiving, some think that the guy should be.
Some like to be the same, others prefer to compliment.

No matter what your preferences are, there is no wrong in love.

When two people are unable to be together, it is not because either one of them is at fault, but because the ways that they love are not compatible.

yawnzz

just washed up and stuff.. tired... no netf tutorial today.. ok lor can sleep abit more...

listening to last christmas by hilary duff now.. last christmas, i gave u my heart.. blah blah.. ya la i heard that alot of times liao... i wonder if her ex-bf can just shut her up or smth... "ya la.. i gave ur heart away la, happy not?" :P..

last christmas, i didn't really give my heart to anyone la... neither did i this recent christmas.. so.. see what happens on the christmas that's coming lor :)...

yawnnz.....

Monday, January 10, 2005

Kai bu liao kou. (Unable to say)

Sometimes, even when I don't say it out loud, it doesn't mean that I don't love you.
Often, even when I keep quiet, it doesn't mean that I have forgotten you.
Once in awhile, even when I don't speak, it doesn't mean that I have no feelings for you.
Usually, even when I am silent, it doesn't mean that I have lost my interest in you.

Words are man-made.
Feelings are celestial.
Sentences are constructed.
Emotions are felt.

How can something so material and human explain and describe love, which is so special, unique and so perfectly wonderful?

Thursday, January 06, 2005

hahaha fine..

wa lao.. k la i changed the pic abit.. i kinda like the new one more.. i blurred it abit.. haha... :P...

anyway.. those of u who want to see the past two page image, u can check out the new photo gallery that i have updated at the side...

OMG!!!

omg man... aiyoh.. why that intro to web graphics class gt SOOOO many ppl one.... i just wanted to ask for comments frm ferina sia....... :'(....

haha... eh but guys ar.. really not nice ar? or weird? if so lemme know leh.. den i can take down asap...

btw it was designed in photoshop..

boring day...

so sian.. waiting for french to start... still at home..

i designed a new blog pic up there, if u haven't noticed it by now, gimme ur comments guys...

some pics i took ba... just posting here.. cuz i feel like it.. haha..

eh i kinda look different in white sia... dunno ba.. maybe i shld wear white more often? haha.. maybe i wore black cuz i didn't really wanna be noticed ba... dunno.. see how lor...


Wednesday, January 05, 2005

yay...

yay... i'm not feeling sick anymore! hehe.. i'm feeling so healthy...

today was ok la.. recently nothing interesting happening.. school is super boring as usual.. nothing much to report sia...

if only i do not have to feel so lonely

Tuesday, January 04, 2005

headache..

i got a headache since i woke up today.. sigh... plus abit of fever.. sigh..

anyway.. today was tiring...

tu es gai et tu es tres stupide.

Sunday, January 02, 2005

the fortune teller said

well, not exactly..

but this chinese zodiac book said that my luck for next year won't be good.. esp. love luck.. lol.. too bad la! haha.. anyway it wasn't like 2004 was any better.. ok lor..

den i went to search the net... den astrology.com gave me this for the chinese zodiac of 2005,
"Rabbit's Romantic Horoscope
First Quarter
The stars will awaken your sensuality and greatly increase your charming power. If you are already in a couple, happiness will be there and you can very much enjoy the company of your mate. This celestial support will be reinforced in March. This period will prove particularly favorable if you're single; a very important romantic encounter is possible and even probable."

Wow.. nice.. contridiction "predictions" based on the same zodiac... anyway my policy is, "good believe, bad ignore". hehe..

Saturday, January 01, 2005

First entry of the year

Yo... Just wanna wish a happy new year to everyone reading this!

My day has been fine and fun! Therefore, I'm really tired and I'll keep this as short as possible.

Left Java lesson early cuz I finished fast. Ate lunch with Jac and Sokpeng.

Went home. Met Yvonne at 3+pm. Watched National Treasure from 5.05 to 7. (Btw, really nice movie, u gotta catch it if u haven't.)

Walked around as yvonne waited with me for Sp. Sp came arnd 9.15. We went walking... den we went to city hall.

Ah.. Jacilyn + grp ar.. so slow!! haha... but it's ok.. we had fun too ya? they came over arnd 11.40pm. Btw, bumped into Jasmine and Denise. Harlow :D.

Left around 12+ with Sp after finishing my drink. Eh thanks for the drinks ar, Jac! ^_^..

K la, happy new year to everyone! Especially to (in order of appearance) Yvonne, SokPeng, Jasmine, Denise, Jacilyn, Samantha, Rowenna, Sarah, Alex, HweeKiang! Yupyup... Happy NEW Year!!! Yooohooo!!... aha.... gd nite...