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sigh.. came back today to a cold empty house. I hate that feeling. I hate it when I come home and there's no one around. It feels like as if I'm lost, and abandoned. But, sigh, circumstances cannot be changed. I think that I could just get used to it, and make that part of me numb like everything else...

Virgo Horoscope for 2/21 - 2/27

hehe.. found this quite interesting..

Virgo Horoscope for 2/21 - 2/27

This week's scenario is highlighted by unexpected pleasures, new friends, or a more playful, adventurous attitude in your relationships making it a period that can be stimulating and delightful. You want a break from your usual routine and, because you are willing to experiment and to be spontaneous, you are likely to experience a refreshing change of pace. A new romance or a revitalization of a current one is very likely. This is a time when short trips, excursions, are a good and will result in new possibilities. At word, negotiations are apt to be strained and awkward, although direct confrontation is unlikely. This horoscope provided by Astrology Source. Learn about your inner self, friends, and lovers.

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terrible thursday...

Finished sch at 1.30 today. Had a pretty alright day...

Finished off OPSY report already. I don't really dare to print it yet cuz I think that I may add other stuff to it. So... I'm just hanging around.. I'll print it by 10.

To everyone else doing projects, work hard guys! only one month left!

:)

je sais que je suis stupide

haha.. the title reads, "I know that I am stupid." For those who don't know :P. Not that I really am, anyway :P..

Va au diable! means "Go to hell!" haha... something new we learnt today at french class.. hehe..

anyway.. sian ar.. today was a tiring day.. i wanna die liao.. some more gt so many projects sia.. grrrr..

i can do it. i can do it.

sian 1/2

Sigh.. boring sia.. drinking vitamin C drink now.. tired ar.. i think i slept for like 4 hours just now..

I got my NETF marks today.. haha.. 91/100!! yay... haha..

anyway.. yea.. then the OOPG teacher said that my prac was near full marks.. Ha.. ok la..

I'm quite happy with my results :D..

Some updates.

I'm considering to redesign the top pic again, but haven't had much time so I've put that aside for the moment.

I've cleared the tag board, including the history, sortof like a purge. haha.. feel free to flood* it once again..

*please take the metaphorical meaning instead of the literal one.

Lyrics - Haiducii - Dragostea Din Tei

DRAGOSTEA DIN TEI by Haiducii (Love from the linden trees by The Outlaws)
- Chorus 1 (4 times) -
Ma-ia-hii Ma-ia-huu Ma-ia-hoo Ma-ia-haha	[These are just sounds.]
- Verse 2 -
Alo, Salut, sunt eu, un haiduc, Si te rog, iubirea mea, primeste fericirea. Alo, alo, sunt eu Picasso, Ti-am dat beep, si sunt voinic, Dar sa stii nu-ti cer nimic.	Hello [on a cellphone], greetings, it's me, an outlaw, I ask you, my love, to accept happiness. Hello, hello, it's me, Picasso, I sent you a beep [cellphone signal], and I'm brave [or strong], But you should know that I'm not asking for anything from you.
- Chorus 3 (2 times) -
Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei, Nu ma, nu ma iei, nu ma, nu ma, nu ma iei. Chipul tau si dragostea din tei, Mi-amintesc de ochii tai.	You want to leave but you don't want don't want to take me, don't want don't want to take me, don't want don't want don't want to take me. Your face and the love from the linden trees, And I remember your eyes.
- Verse 4 -
Te sun, sa-ti spun, ce simt acum, Alo, iubirea mea, sunt eu, fericirea. Alo, alo, sunt iarasi eu, Picasso, Ti-am dat beep, si sunt voinic, Dar sa stii nu-ti cer nimic.	I call you [over the phone], to tell you what I feel right now, Hello, my love, it's me, your happiness. Hello, hello, it's me again, Picasso, I sent you a beep [cellphone signal] and I'm brave [or strong], But you should know that I'm not asking for anything from you.
Chorus 3
Chorus 1
Chorus 3
Translation Copyright © 2004 by The Cat-Tea Corner/SB. All rights reserved.

boredom again.

bored waiting for results. have to rush IDEA project in awhile.

boring...


no right to judge

judgmental you

all these while, i've tried hard, never to judge anyone.
all these time, i've seen and i've heard, and i've accepted.
but never, no, you have to despise me, and to judge me.
one by one you list my faults, but you yourselves, not knowing your faults,
blinded by your own mistakes, trying to pull a splint out of my eye,
while you had a plank in yours.

i've had enough.

accept me, don't judge me, do what i'm doing to you.

depressed, slightly.

today i made a huge discovery. i found out that one of the ram slots in the legacy comp in my room has a problem. so i plugged the 256 mb ram module into the other ram slot. omg it worked. yay.

ok end of story.

today i found out that life has no meaning. and that often it is not you who decides whether the coin is head or tails, but rather the coin itself. it's bizarre and terribly disturbing.

i hate this.

damn computer. damn test.

Aiyah.. i only gt 82/100 for my OPSY test.. sigh.... so sad.. not the highest... but I'll get u next time, Wenquan! haha...

anyway... was trying to fix my amd k-7 comp.. i thought maybe the ram was problematic, not the cpu, so i took 32mb of sdram from my p-II 300mhz comp and plugged it in. doesn't work. sad...

yea.. and slept like a pig today.. boring... :)

sunny day

lol.. interesting comments..

anyway today has been an okok day.. i think i'll do pretty badly for my netf test.. aiyah.. it's ok.. wont die..

hmm... just lidat lor.. recently it's been v dry.. boring sia...

if a god exists, please like erm.. do smth about my life, ya? like kinda improve it abit k? cuz it kinda sux abit la.. thanks wor..

call me faithless or whatever, but i can't believe anymore in something that i can't see nor feel nor touch.. may things change ba..

chain reaction

haha.. i've been getting friendster testimonials daily since 7th feb. everyday a new one.. hehe.. c'mon keep it rolling! :)

java madness

Wa.. Java was ok.. thank goodness I finished it. I even managed to comment. I think I finished in an hour, it was a two hour paper...

went back to school to meet the others, wanted to go to nuh to visit jiarui, but had lunch instead. chatted till 5 in sch.

went out to dover mrt, saw jedi, samuel, etc. those from acjc sending their friend off..

k la.. boring day again....

P2P apps

haha.. saw this interesting comment on a forum in Slyck Forums
(http://www.slyck.com/forums/viewtopic.php?t=9317&postdays=0&
postorder=asc&start=25)
today,

you are far far far far far far far more likly to get killed in a car wreck today than you are being sued by the industry anyway.

-The_Ancient

Bad news, or good news?

From the homepage of Wikipedia:

North Korea suspends participation in multi-nation talks to discuss its arms program and officially claims to have developed nuclear weapons.

Omg. That's it. I hope that it's just propaganda..

funny quote...

Any woman who thinks the way to a man's heart is through his stomach is aiming about 10 inches too high.

-Adrienne E. Gusoff

earliest records of valentine's day?

So, amidst all the happy celebrations on valentine's day, how many people truly know about when this tradition began?

Let me quote this paragraph from Wikipedia,

The first recorded association of St. Valentine's Day with romantic love was in the 14th century in England and France, where it was believed that February 14 was the day on which birds paired off to mate. This belief is mentioned in the writings of Geoffrey Chaucer in the 14th century, who wrote in the Parlement of Foules that

For this was sent on Seynt Valentyne's day

Whan every foul cometh ther to choose his mate

It was common during that era for lovers to exchange notes on this day and to call each other their "Valentines". A 14th century valentine is said to be in the collection of the British Library. It is probable that many of the legends about St. Valentine were invented during this period. Among the legends are ones that assert that:

• On the evening before St. Valentine was to be martyred for being a Christian, he passed a love note to his jailer's daughter which read "From Your Valentine".
• During a ban on marriages of Roman soldiers by the Emperor Claudius II, St. Valentine secretly helped arrange marriages.

In most versions of these legends, February 14 is the date associated with his martyrdom.

That's kinda the few legends behind it, but in Asian countries, the traditions are fairly different:

In Japan, Valentine's Day has emerged, thanks to a concentrated marketing effort, as a day on which women give chocolates to men they like. Rather than being voluntary however, this has become for many women – especially those who work in offices – an obligation, and they give chocolates to all their male co-workers, sometimes at significant personal expense. This chocolate is known as giri-choco (義理チョコ), from the words giri (obligation) and choco, a common short version of chokoreeto (チョコレート), meaning chocolate.

By a further marketing effort, a reciprocal day, called White Day has emerged. On this day (March 14), men are supposed to return the favour by giving something to those who gave them chocolates on Valentine's Day. Many men, however, give only to their girlfriends. The return gift should be white (hence the name), and is often lingerie.

In Taiwan, in addition to Valentine's Day and White Day, there is a third holiday that has similar functionality to the previous two. It's called the "Daughter's Festival". It is held on the 7th month and 7th day of the lunar calendar, the next one being August 11, 2005. More information can be found here (http://www.chinesefortunecalendar.com/77.htm).

yea, basically that's about most of the info there already, anyway... happy valentine's day! and remember that there's an OOPG test tml :P...

i really dunno sia...

sigh....

happy valentines day.

yea.. the test was easy...

that's about it.

i reached home at 1.45pm.
yea. no more plans.

another day wasted..

:)

boring sat night... boring sun morn...

the probability of an improbable probability

maybe because i'm too easily contented
maybe because i'm too easily happy
maybe because i trust others far too easily
maybe because i'm too much of a fool

they'll only look for me when they need help
they'll only look for me when there's no one else
they'll never look for me when there's already company
they'll never look for me when everything's fine

The world can never be wrong, it is I who is wrong.
I'm the one whom the world has forgotten.
Left in the corner, to despair, to fret.
But who will wander and find me?
That is a question, with an answer that I may never know.

Maybe someday, god (or whichever higher-level sentient being which exists) will turn in my direction, and say, "Oh no, I've forgotten about you!"
Maybe on that day, my life would have ended.

living in torment, wondering why life can't cease to exist

正月初二 (Second day of the first month of the Lunar calender)

Boring day. Nothing interesting happened. Although a visit to my uncle's house was rather interesting.

I just found out that I hate something terribly, it's just my opinion, but those who tend to write, "I'm single, but unavailable," are people who have a terrible misconception in their minds. They tend to believe that they are attractive. They may be, but giving a statement like so, is just plain disgusting.

You may disagree with me, but who cares?

Lyrics - Beyond - 想你 (Thinking Of You)

为何又一天 仍未与我通电
Why is it another day that you still have not called me?
感觉太悬疑 为何难启齿 但偏偏想你知
My feelings are filled with doubts. Why is it so difficult to open my mouth, yet I still want you to know.

旁徨又一天 期待见你一面
Comes another day, I am anticipating to meet you.
走到你门前 谁人陪身边 是否可讲我知
To walk to your doorstep. Who is currently with you, can you tell me?
　
从前曾失恋 曾话过已长大
In the past, was once lovelorn, moved on and grew up.
不再少年时 明明曾识穿 再不单思暗恋
Not like the teenage times, obviously once the knowledge had been learnt, no more one-sided crushes.
　
这一刻我 千百样心思 不过两个字 你叫我如此
This moment, I, a thousand hundred thoughts, but ten minutes, what do you think I should do?
　
想你 你叫我太欢喜
Thinking of you, you make me too delighted.
装不出不羁 巴不得一起
I can't act like I'm uninhibited, can't wait to be together.
　
想你 你叫我怎心死
Thinking of you, how can I lose hope.
只想今晚 拥你入怀
Only thinking of tonight, holding you in my arms,
细说旧梦
Describing my dreams.

weird song.. the meanings may be quite distorted, cuz i cant translate cantonese that well..

happy cny

yoo... happy cny everyone.. paiseh to those whom i didn't reply to on msn. i forgot to close it. i only came home at around 3+am.. so i didn't manage to reply u all.. so sorry!!

anyway.. thx to my frenz for this nice cny.. and wa kao.. thanks for the COKE ar..... haha.. paiseh couldn't manage to finish it in the end... but anyway.. i'm sure we had enough WATER for the day.. haha.. anyway... eileen become a water tank :P.

anyway.. v tired now.. better go slp... gd nite...

yoooooo

for those who havent seen me, yes, i dyed it brown again :).

better to love or to be loved?

In the show "Triumph Of The Skies", there are three characters in particular. Donald, Zita and Isaac.

Episode 25, Donald has been having a crush on Zita for a long time already. In fact, he joined the flight academy just for her sake. Zita has always had a crush on Donald. The three of them are good friends. Isaac, afraid that he would spoil the friendship, decides to help get Donald and Zita together.

Donald got all of his friends to cooperate and they set up a date for him with Zita. She was quite frustrated at first, "Oh... so it's something that you guys have set up..." Then Donald told her that he feels that she should know his feelings for her by now. The next day, she told Donald that things should be cleared up as soon as possible. Donald said that he'll wait for her at the beach.

He waited the first day, Zita didn't come. She stayed at the library. He waited for the second day. He got knocked by a car, but he didn't go to a hospital for he promised to not leave unless she arrived.

Donald saw Zita at the library, she told him, "It's a good time that you're here, I need to talk to you about something..." He immediately replied, "Yea, I need some help finding a reference at downtown..." He then cycled her, but it wasn't to downtown, but to the beach. Zita got really angry.

Storming to Donald, she had actually wanted to end everything once and for all. But she saw that his leg was injured. "What happened to your leg?" Zita queried. "Oh it's nothing, I just got knocked by a car while waiting for you..." replied Donald. She panicked and brought him to a hospital. She was still bent on telling him the truth. But then he said that he couldn't find these love bracelets he bought for her.

She volunteered to go find them. Donald told Isaac to go along to help her. Donald doesn't know about Isaac and Zita. They took a long while, but they managed to find the bracelets. Isaac decided to tell Zita that he has no feelings for her and said that he hopes that she has not misunderstood his actions. Zita was shattered.

Going over to Donald at the hospital, she wore her bracelet and handed the male one to Donald. They got together.


I haven't watched the ending yet, but I hope that she ends up with Isaac. But, in reality, of course the most of us would hope that the person who worked harder should be well rewarded. But I'm sorry to tell you this, life isn't like that. You may work the hardest, but you may get nothing in the end. Life is full of hurts and regrets that can never be fixed in this life.

It all boils down to one thing- fate.

maybe i'm just not cut out to be

today has been again another boring day. SP started its open house. I kinda like the game made by the DMMT students. Legend of Arianne or smth.. wonder why they chose arianne... someone's gf's name? haha...

tired ar.. left for home early today.. i cant stand it... recently everyday i go home at such an early time. sigh...

look at the sky. tell me which two clouds are identical. none are. because this world is as fair and as equal as a jagged plane of broken glass. the life that we live is as sweet as lime. the miniscule amount of happiness we feel once in a blue moon is just a grain of sand in this desert of hurt and pain. we struggle, day after day, in this desert to find what? nothing.

da mizanderstuud wan

yo... wa.. today is a tiring day. but one project down is good. :)..

anyway.. nothing much happened today.. boring!!


to love is the action of loving someone or something.
to receive is the action of getting something from someone unconditionally.
to receive love is the action of being loved by someone unconditionally, regardless of whether or not u will reciprocate that feeling.

panther 2005

yooooo haha.. that's the program i've been working on with my team for a few weeks already.

It's actually a portable media player simulation. the screen u see is a demonstration of the mp3 player. the round things sticking out inbetween those "spikes" are the buttons. The embossed logos are their corresponding functions.

yea..



And that's a pic of the boot up screen.



And a pic of the menu... haha.. cool or not? :)... I enjoyed programming it.. i'm sure my teammates enjoyed in the whole design process as well...

yea.. this whole thing was made possible with the help of my team wenquan, ferina, siti.

Hope it scores us marks tomorrow :)...

yoyo... arrrgghhh tired week..

gotta hand up the IDEA project tml.. omg.. must rush it today sia.... grrrrrrrrr :(.....

feeling happier.

oh and i gt the 6500k connection liao :)